Elements

2009-01-29T16:20:00.000+08:00

hello all.

it's been a really long while since i last posted, and i think i dare say... that this blog is dead. and i don't really intend to revive it.

maybe a couple of years from now? possible... anyway!!

leave a tag if you'd like.

i'm probably gonna move permanently to my livejournal. the link's over there...

or you can copy and paste this url...

http://musicandrecords.livejournal.com

other than that... i've nothing more to type.

bon voyage! and good night to this blog.

may it rest in peace.

2008-10-16T19:35:00.002+08:00

exams are done. late but yeah whatever.

i'm playing sims2. (: wheeeee~

i can't believe that i can only go collect Jay's album on sunday. URGH. so irritating.

i can't wait for the hols to start. :D

i dislike the idea of bridging.

sims 3 comes out next year~~~ exciting. will get to play it AFTER o levels, probably.

why do people only look at that tiny spot on a white sheet of paper? i mean... do you really have to be so anal?

oh. fable 2 comes out on october 21. i'm reaaalllyyyy looking forward to that. (:

final fantasy 13 and final fantasy versus 13 are coming end of october. can't wait!

WOO. i'm going to blow my budget on all these games. how scary.

oh well.

it's good to be free of people like them. (: i feel like a load's been taken off of my shoulders really.

unless you're a twin/triplet/quadruplet/etc, you were born alone and you will probably die alone.

I WISH LIFE WERE JUST LIKE SIMS!! WOULDN'T THAT BE FUUUNNNN?? WE'D ALL SPEAK SIMLISH. IMAGINE IF LIFE WERE LIKE THAT! SO COOL.

we wouldn't be so mindful of what people did in the past or whatever. what matters, is what they do in the present. you should live in the PRESENT! not in the past, or the future.

if only we were in a sims world. how nice that would be.

i wonder... if there's an instruction manual on how to yodel.

toodles!

2008-09-29T20:48:00.002+08:00

hello.

i... am learning to move on. what can i do if they don't care?

i'm going to drop this load. and i'm going to be happy.

do i care about what you think? no. everyone deserves individual thought.

to that idiot who spammed... if you really think i'm like that then you wouldn't have had bothered to spam. but clearly you did, right? shows how little thought you have in that minute brain you have there... come on, you've got a brain. so use it porperly. hah, i'm not even calling you an idiot. you called yourself that. pathetic? i don't know.

and... i wanna thank Lyn for defending me out there. it means alot, really. when no one else would.

thank you.

toodles.

2008-09-17T21:50:00.003+08:00

you know what. no one cares! it's irritating as hell, but hey no one visits and NO ONE GIVES A HECK ABOUT ME!!!

NOT EVEN THE PEOPLE WHO ARE ALLEGEDLY SUPPOSED TO CARE!

you know i just feel so much hatred and anger to the world right now but wait a minute, what do i mean 'you know'?! no one visits so no one but ME will know.

even if i posted

'I'M GOING TO GO JUMP OFF A BUILDING NOW. BYE FOREVER'

i mean seriously, no one would care until my body is found decapitated at some building. yeah.

even if i died this minute no one would notice.

UGH I HATE ALL THIS NEGATIVE ENERGY.

what i hate even more?! i hate them. the unknown them. well at least unknown to you, known to me. i hate hate hate them. keep wondering who they are. i dont think anyone reads anyway.

maybe i should go jump off a building huh. maybe i should.

then again maybe i shouldn't.

i really hate them.

seriously.

am i suicidal? maybe i am! but then again, who the hell would notice?! i'm just so... UN-NOTICEABLE, RIGHT?! bloody piece of shit that's what i am.

then again maybe it's all MY BLOODY FAULT that this is all happening! maybe it's retribution! maybe it's because i am simply so rotten, that i don't deserve so much. yeah i'm just rotten through and through. rotten little piece of junk.

i hate so much that's going on right now, man. but hey, no one cares but me right. ugh.

or maybe i'm just a very angry little punk.

i'm just talking to myself. whatever man.

2008-09-08T02:33:00.005+08:00

just finished benchmark tests and all me ss homework.

now i'm left with chem worksheets and some chinese compo thing. i'll do that in school tml.

urrrghh. i am TIRED. emotionally and physically.

but we all have to stand up and be brave eventually, right? i just hope i can bear the wind of it all, and not fall flat on my face.
please just tell me what's wrong.

i finally watched atonement, and it's a beautiful movie. i love the book and the movie!! james mcavoy is a fantastically gorgeous and amazing actor. i love keira knightley, she's such a great actress. saoirse ronan was just...brilliant, really but i do hate her character.

think i'll make some atonement icons when i'm free.

hurrumph, i've been rather... out of line it seems. i've been stating my opinions again.

right, enough of that.

hm.

i wanna get a type writer,really i do.

...

don't you just hate feeling emo?

'soaptales by ineedchemicalx, deviantart'

toodles....

2008-09-06T17:47:00.003+08:00

hm.

happy 401st post!

jetlag is baaad. but i took a nap so it's OK!

or better.

lotsa homework to do. i'm going to do it ALL tml. (: now i shall relax!

i think chris brown's forever is very nice!

katy perry's i kissed a girl is controversal but it has a crazy tune! really nice. in terms of melody at least.

prague was pretty as hell! rained alot in frankfurt though. i love prague!

but the language barrier kinda sucks. maybe i'll post photos if i can ever find the motivation.

but hey, no one actually reads this blog i think so no one would pursue me for it? no point posting maybe.

whatever...

ok i'm gonna go play my ds! :D i bought a new game.

i wanna buy cooking mama~ i've been delaying buying that game for AGES.

hurricane gustav was baaad. i'm a bit worried because there're like 3 or so other hurricanes lined up after it. hannah and ike being some of them. then there's flooding in india. war (kinda?) in georgia.

the election's going on now though!! go obama!! palin and mcCain have got nothing on you!!

i sure hope obama wins. i think he can make things change, for real.

stereophonics' have a nice day is superbly nice.

vindicated by dashboard confessional is really... insightful? i dunno it kinda suits my mood now...

i'm practically dying of phlegm right now. did i spell that right? hmph.

the sims.
ds.
i
want
to
play.

just let go, or you'll never move on.

'smile by rafaellaK, deviantart'

toodles...

2008-08-29T23:45:00.005+08:00

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Musician Doo doo de doo waaaa doo de doo! (<-- That's you playing something.) Everyone appreciates the band/orchestra geeks and the pretty voices. Whether you sing in the choir, participate in a school/local band, or sit at home writing music, you contribute a joy to society that everyone can agree on. Yay! Welcome to actually doing something for poor, pathetic human souls. (Just kidding.)
Social Nerd
Drama Nerd
Literature Nerd
Artistic Nerd
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Anime Nerd
Science/Math Nerd
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

well. i was bored and did a quiz.

i've not finished packing!! O.O and i'm going off tml. haha not that you care. heck, i don't think anyone could care.

right now, i'm not particularly excited about going to czec/germany but i suppose that i'll be very happy when i DO reach angmoh land. though i will become a tiny little dwarf over there. yes, i know dwarves are already tiny, i'm just emphasising it!

hm... honestly, i don't think anyone cares though! haha look at that tagboard! clear evidence that no one could be bothered to read or whatever so it really doesn't matter... to you at least.

haha no one cares about me.

:/

nope no one could give a shit about how i'm doing. so why bother blog?!

anyway! i don't know if this is ironic or coincidental, but haha would you have it, on the last day of the term... i've reached my 400th post!!! HAHA isn't that crazy. imagine the number of rants and all that. must've been crazy.

this blog is crazy.

maybe i should just stop updating altogether. leave it at 400 forever? i mean its not like anyone reads or whatever, right.

haha i'm typing this and no one's reading it. how queer....

it's like i'm lamenting the situation to myself! i must be mad.

today was a reasonable day i suppose. hm celebrations were nice to a reasonable degree. loved the piano duet and the little piece the teachers+jiayu put together. jiayu's an amazing pianist. i love cellos. i never knew mr. neo played drums.

4c's performance was super cool.

oh wait. what'm i doing? no personal opinions!

i think i'll post my VERY disappointing ca2 results. so lousy!!! URGH. my l1r5 is bloody high. -.- to me at least.

AMATH-72.1(A2)
BIOLOGY-61.7(B4)
CHEMISTRY-69.6(A2)
ENGLISH-80(A1)
HCL-62(B4)
ELIT-68(B3)
EMATH-80.7(A1)
COMBINED-?????

Overall% (excluding combined)-70.6%
(including combined)-61.76&
L1R5-13

shit! only 2 a1's. and 2 a2's. D: my bio and elit are super disappointing. D: hcl is baaad. mr. yeow's busy so he can't mark elect history papers that's why combinedhumans is missing. it's ok though! hahaaa~ the marks will be revised, as the teachers said. *crosses fingers* i hope they go UP not DOWN.

hm. uhm. i hope that i will have a pleasant flight...

and i think i'll watch lotsa movies...

i hope it's gonna be a new plane...

i hope there'll be GOOD movies to watch...

off i go to angmoh land....

i'll see you guys next week.

oh but before i go, i wanna say one thing.

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! ;D

i am loving jay's 晴天 right now. jay<3 it has played 19 times today so far! of course, it's still going strong. :D

'don'tgo by loganart, deviantart'

toodles.

2008-08-25T20:51:00.006+08:00

hum. well, what'll you have it.

this is my 399th post, and we really should pop those empty bottles of champagne.

or maybe the full bottles of sparkling juice.

whichever.

no, i cannot post up my personal opinions. because people always get mad at my individual beliefs. i'm tired of feeling bad.

i could just put up some random thoughts in my head that have no regard to anyone but myself,

or i could just tell you my current, sorry predicament.

i've a lotta homework.

i don't quite wanna go to school tml, but i have to anyway.

ss test tml.

emath test tml.

i don't feel like studying much.

i'm feeling mighty thirsty.

my cup's empty.

it's late.

i wanna go to sleep.

i should go to sleep.

the internet's getting boring.

maybe i'm starting to adapt to life on the himalayas. i must begin to learn the ways of mountain life.

i must get a coat made out of 7 layers of wool.

maybe 10.

i must prepare my aluminium cans.

and clothes to burn.

hm. am i feeling emo? slightly.

confrontation was never easy, aye?

'musicwasmyfirstlove by xemotearzx, deviantart'

toodles.

2008-08-24T18:23:00.003+08:00

i think that i should just get on a hovercraft and fly off to the top of the himalayans.

then i will build a hut out of hardened soil and aluminium cans and make a furnace out of burning clothes. then i'll whip out a handy typewriter and start writing stories, with a synonym as jack be-swift, and i'll live anonymously.

away from contact with people. then i will send a clever dove to bring my writings, all woven with a nice hand-made bow to a publisher, i don't care who.

and then my clever dove can fly my money back so that i can order food via ppl like carlsberg only because they work so hard to please.

that way i'll hurt no one, and the only way i could die is from boredom.

or from old age...or some disease. i wouldn't catch an epidemic though.

then again, if i were bored, i could start yodelling.

yes, that ought to be my life.

today's the last day of the olympics.

i have decided i shall no longer post up my opinion. it keeps making people angry and or sad.

but i was upset with the cuban's taekwondo fighter. he had no show of sportsmanship. how could he kick the referee? that was so uncalled for. i thought martial arts were all about discipline, but clearly... he wasnt very disciplined.

):

2008-08-22T22:19:00.001+08:00

why does everyone think i'm referring to them when i scold ppl for not tagging?!

i don't know you visited.

i don't know who you are.

but i wish you'd tag.

i never meant to direct it at anyone.

why does everyone misinterpret everything i say?

am i a bad person?

i didn't mean to hurt anyone.

but does anyone realise what i'm feeling?! NO.

ok. look. i'm sorry.

2008-08-22T21:09:00.004+08:00

oh my goodnesssss!!!

FACEBOOK IS VERY LOUSY. it loads super slow, it keeps having errors. ugh. i dislike facebook, but potentially, it is my only outlet of fun at this point in time.

people still visiting, very little tags.

phew.

i cant believe i cannot scold people who visit but don't tag. isn't tagging when you visit sort of... uhm,courtesy? i sure tag if i visit. even if it's just like 'HELLO! ;D' it's still a tag.

oh wow should i just have a very positive and non-anger blog? 'YAY THANKS SO MUCH FOR NOOOOT TAGGING! IT'S SO DAMN INSPIRATIONAL! LET'S SING ANTI ANGER SONGS OK?!'

hm yeah i'll try that....

wow. i'm in so much shock, i'm going to end this blog post now.

i have a busy day ahead tml and i'm feeling slightly emo.

'trust by 3ddreamtraveler, deviantart'

toodles.

2008-08-19T21:57:00.004+08:00

i'm an angry little kiddo right now.

nono, no olympic dedicated post now.

next time.

i cannot stand it.

excuse that burst of anger, please. i'm so easily agitated of late.

angeline's leaving tml. DDDD: i'm really going to miss her!!! my junior! leaving for usa! how sad...but i hope she'll find a better life there.

in case i may not blog tml, BONVOYAGE, ANGELINE.

I WILL MISS YOU.

ok yes that's it.

i'm busy lately.

so many things stacking up i want to burn all my homework.

ugh.

now i'm gonna sleep. i hate rude blogshop owners they really suck.

ok. that's it.

'swin by volski, deviantart'

toodles.

2008-08-18T22:29:00.003+08:00

hello.

i've not come online for a record...*checks watch* number of days. i think it's been 4.

haha all because i've been busy with the olympics, reading atonement and playing my ds. the former definitely taking up a good majority.

i'm super proud that li jia wei, hong yue gu and feng tian wei did the nation proud in table tennis team games. i was kina disappointed that there are no more doubles but it's cool. i've always found table tennis cool, but super hard to play.

who cares that they are foreign talent. if you think about it, if ppl from our nation could actually take the pain and train really hard, our own natives might actually be there. but their loyalties are now with us, and i don't think it's important where your blood is from, but more importantly... it's where your heart is, and i could tell from the tears shed after defeating korea... that their hearts were with us.

it might have been happiness of self-triumph, but i do sincerely believe that they're hearts are with us and that's what matters. we shouldn't discriminate them just because their from china! i mean we're all of the same colour, same race... just because of different birth places? it's like you're a duck who laughs at other ducks thinking you're a falcon. really... you're just another duck. not more superior.

if anything i think we're inferior to them! otherwise, we, our native ppl (hell we're not really natives) would be standing on that podium, fighting the match, gritting our teeth and watching our flag rise with our own efforts. but it was them.

we really should be grateful! yet, people can say they sucked. they got trashed. i'd like to see them pit their skills against some of the world's best....

aside from that!

i made an error in judgement when i decided to watch the table tennis MENS teams final. germany vs china. obviously china won, but still. it was a very entertaining match.

esp the one between timo boll and ma lin. WOAH. it was really very exciting.

doubles were cool too, but not as good. i sense christian struss(?) was off of form or something, kept making errors.

dimitrij and timo (boll) from the german team are really cute if you ask me. (: christian struss is super pale it was ghostly almost.

china is formidable out there. i think his name;s wang hao? either way... his manipulation of the ball and his backhand were SUPERB~

hm i watched tennis finals a few days ago. nadal vs gonzalez(?). i don't think it surprised anyone when nadal won. expected. he won wimbledon and many other opens after all. roger federer finally won olympic gold in doubles! hoorah!!! i like federer so much more than nadal. i dare say, federer is a much better natured man than nadal is. he's always so full of smiles, and just makes you feel happy for him when ever he does well. nadal's a tad cocky for me, i'm afraid. he has brilliant form, still.

michael phelps won 8 gold medals!!!! SUPER HAPPY FOR HIM, HE'S MADE HISTORY. and i still rmb, his first olympics. in sydney, year 2000. i do believe it was then when i first saw him perform. he didn't win a single medal but did catch my young attention, back when i was still swimming. i think 5 months later, he broke the world record. i think he's 23 or so this year, so he was 15? i suppose.

then, he entered the athens olympics and won 6 gold and 2 bronze medals. then i was still swimming and he did inspire me to work harder for a bit! i mean, he came from nothing to something! one of the most formidable swimmers, back in athens.

though i quit swimming the year after in preparation for PSLE and have since never gone back to the pool, that's not quite the point, me thinks.

now, he IS the most formidable swimmer out there. and i can't express how inspirational he is. i know he'll keep on making history.

his 100m butterfly stroke finals round SCARED me though. i thought he didn't get it, but he did!!!! i jumped up when i saw that result.

michael will most certainly spur many young swimmers on. he's both talented, and i'm sure extremely hard working. and so cute!! *floats away*

i think i'll dedicate a post to olympics one day.

'atonement by lironc, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-08-12T17:09:00.002+08:00

ohhhh

i didn't go to school today due to a really bad deal with diahoerrea this morning. don't ask more. it was a very painful, smelly, long kinda thing.

i finished pride and prejudice in the toilet. o.o

so, i'm going to start on atonement asap. exciting! i've been looking forward to reading it for the longest time.

hm. i still have to finish chem homework. i swear that i'm going to sleep early today.

i am very hungry now. maybe cos i pooped everything i've eaten out. just wring everything out...

yikes.

ok all i can eat is porridge at the moment. i pray that i'll be ok for 2.4 run tml. i might faint from...hunger and tire.

or i might just fall asleep. is that possible? maybe...it'd be like uhm. a... something hitting the floor kinda.

yes.

hm softball prelims weren't broadcasted today how sad. watched a tiny wad of tennis and swimming and boxing and beach volleyball and judo and weightlifting and badminton and team gymnastics in between toilet breaks.

haha michael phelps won gold again. (: he's totally awesome!

there's this really hot jap dude in team gymnastics. i think his name is hoeki uchimura? i can't quite rmb. but he's really cute! and his upper torso isn't too muscular. :D

oh and kate walsh from beach volleyball is really cool.

poor 19 year old korean dude lost in judo in like 5 seconds. o.o that was so quick i didn't even realise it was over yet.

singapore lost in badminton i think. lost to korea in women's doubles. the korean lady was REALLY TALL. phew.

i keep having this feeling that i need to go to the toilet again. D:

oh well. i've finally changed bs! :D i think its ton's nicer than the previous one but the bg is so plain. once i figure it out enough i will change it.

mhm.

ok that's all. farewell amigos.

'feeltherainbow by prettyasapi, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-08-11T23:54:00.002+08:00

oh! i finished watching elizabethtown. haha its quite nice.

i don't know why, i think orlando bloom looks like a younger version of antonio banderas.

hallucinating? i think not!

quite uncanny if you think about it.

hm. maybe it's his hair... jessica biel's hair in this show is really. uhm. 1970's charlies angels though. what are we, on that 70's show?

no we are just on a blimp of very wavy hair.

so be it!

i've finished emath. without paper! :D

damn. chem worksheets.... *slaps head*

no morning meeting tml! praise the sheets of my bed.

off i go to get rid of this butt ugly skin.

2008-08-11T20:55:00.006+08:00

today was a really long day.

binged at newyork newyork.

speaking of which, i do wanna run away to newyork someday.

oh...school starts tml. i'm feeling sick. so lethargic. ugh. it must be some bug that eats your energy out. *blah! i love energy... munchmunchmunch* i mean i've been sleeping really early lately!

i must be getting old. 50 at 15. how glorious. i'll be 166 when i'm actually 50. woah. i'll be the oldest person alive. mentally?

nah.

oh! i watched juno today. it's hilarious. juno is so cool. the way she talks is so psychedelic, it's crazy. haha she rocks.

'thundercats are go!'

classic!

i'm going to watch elizabethtown soon. haha cool. yay. i'm sleepy. i wonder if i can connect my computer to my tv. probably not, but worth a shot, i'm sure.

i don't wanna watch it on my laptop, nosiree. i wanna lie down on the bed, possible fall asleep and enjoy the show. in comfort. not on a chair staring at a perpetually tiny screen.

nopenopenope, that aint the life for me.

i want a plaid winter jacket. fleece? nah. fleece makes me itch, sorta. i hate those pudgy michellin man kinda jackets. they are ugly, ugly, ugly.

hm. i have yet to do the emath quiz thingy. darned. i'm too sleepy to think.

gonna watch wenxi's choir concert friday with natalie. (: looking forward to it!

but no. i'm not looking forward to waking up at 6.30am and running to the toilet because i might be late. morning meeting means waking up earlier. woopee for the great big whale.

michael phelps still rocks the pool. he is so hot! hahahaa~

oh what time is it! its time to take a napppy nap...

ok i must say. i hate this blogskin now.

faretheewell amigos.

'run by poopart, deviantart'

toodles.

2008-08-10T21:50:00.002+08:00

ok. i've been spending the last 2 days doing 2 things. *well mostly*

watching the summer olympics and playing pokemon mystery dungeon: explorers of time.

HAHAAA~~ such a good 2 days. oh and watching my bro play metal gear/solid 4 on the ps3. hahaaa~~

firstly, i shall touch on my new game. :DD

SUPER FUN!!! WAHAHAA TOTALLY HOOKED. i'm charmander. XD the brave one. O.O daaarned! i wanted to be pikachu. :/ anyway, my aura is 'an uplifting pink!' O.o haha weird. but nvm, my partner's pikachu. THEY ARE SOOO CUTE IN THE GAME. HAHAHAAA~

i'm stuck at the stage at amp fields!! keep getting surrounded by like 10 luxio-s and one huge gigantic luxray. HOW CAN I WIN?! madness. 11 vs 2. wow.

ugh. if only i had a geodude... maybe i ought to go and recruit one... *rubs chin*

damn! i might be stuck here forever. D: what should i do!!

ok on to the SUMMER OLYMPICS.
HAHA I FEEL BAD ABOUT MISSING THE NATIONAL PARADE TO WATCH SWIMMING HEATS.

I FEEL SO PROUD! TAO LI MADE IT TO THE SEMIFINALS. but i missed the semifinals. :/ i hope she got through.

it was so rejuvinating watching the summer olympics! true sportsmanship, that's what.

i wanna watch every single event! too bad i only have one tv with the channels dedicated to summer olympics. :/

so far, i've been watching...
SWIMMING*alot*, FENCING, FOOTBALL, WEIGHTLIFTING, BOXING, GYMNASTICS

i wanna watch tennis, but my dad refuses to leave his swimming channels. ><

anyway. i realised. there are a good deal of good looking people in the arena!! WOOOO~ haha. i think micheal phelps is really good looking! AND TALENTED! i was practically screaming when he broke the records *previously set by him, mind you* in the 400m medley. ooohhh exciting.
i'm rooting for stephanie rice, micheal phelps and TAOLI so far. :DD

was angry when china and *hmm what country was it? :X* drawed in women's football. i think the referee was kinda biased. was shouting at the tv screen. haha how uncouth.

OHOH FENCING WAS SO ENTERTAINING. but it was all so fast, i couldn't catch who landed the first hit. even using the high speed cameras!! yay americans though! zagunis is really really pretty, if you ask me. hahaaa~ and blonde! i hate the uniforms for fencing though! they really look like ASTRONAUTS. NO KIDDING. but it was so nice to watch. late as it was, i was getting high when zagunis was so near getting into the finals.

gymnastics were really really nice. haha i can't rmb who, i think someone from italy? anyway i think he was on the still rings when he lost grip and landed on his head. YIKES. but they all have HUGE upper torso muscles. WHOA. still rings looks really tough. i love watching them on the floor! seems more... artistic? either way i rmb this guy. igor i think? can't rmb what country though. he was amazing on the bar. oh i love gymnastics. watching at least! though it looks painful to a certain extent, i think all their spins and such are so cool!

can't wait to watch women's gymnastics though! they are so much more graceful!

boxing? not quite my cup of tea, watching people punch the guts out of each other. russia was pretty much trashing china though. :/

weightlifting was even more painful to watch! IMAGINE LIFTING 101 KG. wow. i think i'd be crushed, utterly and totally. the girls didn't look as muscular as i thought they would though! XD and they had makeup and earrings on while lifting the weights. interesting? very.

ooohhh i can;t wait to watch all the racket events. :D i love racket events! so fun, watching the ball/shuttlecock being ricoche-d from side to side. :D and i dunno it makes you sit at the edge of your seat.

looking forward to softball and baseball, too! (: sad that this is softball's last year. i suppose they ought to make the best out of it.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE WINTER OLYMPICS. :D

yay!

'atonement by jazbagz, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-08-07T18:10:00.002+08:00

haha! yesterday went for the ss workshop thingy. AND! i won m&m's. HOORAH. analysis? CHUNGCHENG GUYS ARE GENERALLY BETTER LOOKING THAN AHS GUYS
BUT! AHS GIRLS ARE GENERALLY BETTER LOOKING THAN CHUNGCHENG GIRLS.

haha i don't mean to offend anyone! it's just something I THINK i was able to observe ON A WHOLE.

of course there will be a select few here and there, but hey! this is what i think.

AND today at lit won a CADBURY BOOST! double hoorah! (:

AND today at english, peifang and i won some meiji chocolate thing. BUT all of mine mysteriously disappeared after a trip to the toilet! HM. I WONDER WHO TOOK IT. i thought they were nice people! BUT, NOOOO THEY HAD TO GO AND PROVE ME WRONG.

i wont pursue the matter, but i will let God and karma settle with you people. better take care of your stuff man. someone might just steal what you feel so proud of at a point in time.

IT MIGHT JUST BE CHOCOLATES, BUT THIS MOST CERTAINLY IS A QUESTION OF CHARACTER!

on a side note.

I'M FINISHING PRIDE AND PREJUDICE!! can't wait to get started on atonement.

BEIJING OLYMPICS START TML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! super exciting. hahaa! once again, i must announce that i feel immensely proud that i'm a chinese. (:

AND national day this saturday!! EXHUBERATING!! can't wait. :D

haha its raining now.

i hope the chairs for tml wont be too wet. :/ the rain might last forever!!! scary.

and i have a lot of homework that's due tml!! yikes. i must complete it.

oh yeah, i'm feeling so hungry. i shall go eat.

*p.s! i updated my livejournal!! go see for icons! i'm too lazy to hyperlink it though, just copy and paste if you'd like. http://musicandrecords.livejournal.com

toodles!

2008-08-04T20:24:00.003+08:00

yay! i've changed blogskin. (:

got a little bored of the old one, goodness knows if i'll get bored of this one. somehow it seems a tad queer.

hm. so! i got a call from times that my copy of twilight has ARRIVED. *YAY!*

how ironic though, i've every book in the saga BUT twilight itself. o.O that is so strange.

anyway, once i finish pride and prejudice and atonement, i shall begin on the twilight saga. :D

hoorah!

have to admit that i'm disappointed with the cover art for breaking dawn, though. i expected something more exquisite... not chess pieces. the cover art for eclipse was GORGEOUS AND STUNNING! can't quite say the same for breaking dawn, though. of course, that is merely how i feel! you, on the other hand might love the cover art of breaking dawn.

but i must say the the state of which the books are in is TERRIBLE. they have small tears here and there, and bent covers and pages torn at the edge. how horrid! you'd think that such an anticipated and popular book would have pages and covers in states a cut above the rest, but OH how wrong we all are.

tsktsk.

NATIONAL DAY IS FAST APPROACHING AND I'M BEGINNING TO FEEL MORE PATRIOTIC BY THE DAY. *kisses the ground*

AND SO IS THE BEIJING OLYMPICS! I FEEL SO PROUD TO BE CHINESE. *kisses china ground*

i love this year's national day theme song! :D we should all shine for singapore.

OH and i must narrate what happened this morning.

at about 3.45am today, i woke up absolutely startled at the crazy, LOUD alarm that suddenly went off. frustrated, i went to the window to check if anyone had gone to claim their car. no one! infact, it was completely silent if not for the alarm itself. my dog's weren't barking and neither were the dogs next door! no one was complaining of the incessant alarm and no babies were crying!

i waited for another 5 minutes, but still no one bothered to claim their car. defeated, i decided to wait till someone decided to wake up from the noise. still, no movement...

15 minutes later! i began to wonder if i was going uncannily insane! was i hearing things? i worried for a moment and tried to go back to sleep but the 'alarm' was too overbearing.

20 minutes later! i decided to go down to see who's car was going off. when i approached the main door, i gaped at the security alarm. it had gone off. o.o I WASN'T MAD AFTER ALL.

then, i very angrily went to wake my parents so that they may turn off the alarm. they were still SLEEPING SO SOUNDLY! how amazing. they're on the second floor, whilst i'm on the third! what sense does that make??

5 minutes after the alarm was turned off, i went back to sleep. very very angry and frustrated.

HOW IN THE WORLD IS IT POSSIBLE THAT I WAS THE ONLY ONE TO WAKE UP?! it was so loud! has the whole world gone deaf? do i have super hearing? even my dogs who are supposed to have immaculate hearing did not move. o.o how is this all possible?

and to think, a security alarm went off and no neighbour bothered to go and check if there were really a break in. what if there were?! you dont expect ME to beat up a big, burly burglar, do you?? of course not!

see, that's how selfish our society is these days! even neighbours! if it isn't my business, why care?!

God said to 'love thy neighbour' and clearly, this isn't happening. :/

i, too am guilty of that charge.

tsktsk. such a selfish country we inhabit. we must learn to love thy neighbour! i started by welcoming my foreign(or at least i think so) neighbours with some log cake. i hope they liked it...

so! in conclusion, i must say that we are all so selfish! we must learn to care for others!

'runawaytoofaraway by cloudroom, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-08-02T20:03:00.002+08:00

hello!

today was the 2.4km run where goodness me, i wasn't running! hahaa.

how ironic.

anyway! today went to east coast park really really early to meet. then everything just zoomed past, and sadly my prediction yesterday was wrong!!

someone fainted today!

2nd fainting incident i've witnessed. these people must learn where their limits are to avoid casualties! if it were me, the moment i feel like puking i'd stop. no point putting your life at risk to get a high rank, right? what's the point!!

and those were some wise words uttered by yours truly.

congrats to toh yilin/ah hua for getting 17 and sam for getting 19 though! freakishly fast!

and congrats to everyone else who finished.

then, zhi, sam,rui, yilin and i went off to BK to eat where we talked of many things! haha bets and such. thian ah rui i shall wait for your treat. ;D loh ah zhi! why you don't wanna play! tsktsk.

hmhm. then i came home and blahblahblah.

played TONS of dw6 just now!! HAPPYHAPPY. i must get my twilight and atonement books soon!!! argh.

oh and i was very un-satisfied with the ending of the channel 8 9oclock show yesterday!! CHEESY.

eep. rainie is still a bad woman to me.

and i must say CONGRATULATIONS to junni for getting third at the speech competition thingy at tpjc. (: GOOD JOB, MATE!

ok that's all i've to say. (:

oh yes! before i go, here's something just for your self-entertainment. i got the link off of xiaohui's blog! http://www.happyhub.com/network/reflex/ is quite cool. tests your reflexes!! my best was 0.296 seconds. ahah yes i know not that fast.

oh well!

time to go!

'smile by mystikrider, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-08-01T20:56:00.002+08:00

hello!

this is gonna be super fast because i'm gonna watch the 9pm channel 8 show.

yes, i like watching it. it is vaguely intriguing.

anyway!

i hate blogsongs. they irritate me! i always need to search for the pause button and if i cant find it i'll have to mute the whole window!

they irritate me mostly because i'll already be listening to my itunes! and then the blogsong comes and irritates me to death!

ugh!

hm. 2.4km run tml. hope no one falls over and dies from exhaustion or something. hahaa~ i also hope no one faints. dude, that has happened before. in front of me! scaarryyyyy stuff. yikes!

not again, though!

and there's so much time! 14min for a if i'm not wrong. i think if you brisk walk for half and jog the other you can still get at least a c. maybe i should try that on my rerun. i can be my very own test subject!

how interesting!!

haha national day is coming!!!

EXCITING.

'sunshine by salihguler, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-07-29T20:37:00.002+08:00

ok this is going to be a VERY quick post.

or so i believe it will be.

yesterday we were doing the 2.4km duty for the sec 4's over at east coast park! the scenery was breath taking! this was really the only time i've actually stopped and observed how beautiful the world looked, how beautiful God had created it. it's nice to get away from life a bit, and look at the sky, not blocked by wavering buildings... so stiff where they stand. so rigidly blocking that boneless blue...

it was i should say, relaxing!

then chelsea and i hailed a cab to travel back home. we live surprisingly near each other!

anyway i'm doing duty again this saturday. i don't know if that's a good or bad thing. darned it, i'll be missing badminton. :/sad news...

ugh.

I WANT TO READ AND THEN GO WATCH ATONEMENT. looks and sounds like a brilliant book and film. shall go borders/times/kinokuniya/popular? to go scour for this beloved book. after which i shall wrap it up. :D

so far tests have been moderating and spreading themselves out, thank goodness.

i got a b for lit!!! SAD. i must pull myself out of this sorry predicament.

i must stop not doing my homework, and i must stop procrastinating and distracting myself.

speaking of which, i should get going now.

i've got places to be and things to do!

OH and the fray's vienna is a magnificient song. i love how deep the fray's lyrics are. and i love how their melodies are so soft and the lead's voice is able to carry so much emotion in its raspy-ness.

'there's really no way to reach me, cos i'm already gone'

'kitten by linoote, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-07-26T13:44:00.003+08:00

ok.i've thought it over an i've decided.

an apology must be insued by me.

so here goes. i'm not the best with sorry's and all, but i'm trying my best.

i'm very sorry tricia. i had never meant to hurt your feelings,and was completely insensitive. i've deleted the post in hopes of salvaging whatever i can. i have no right at all to judge you and your habits, and i was overbearing. i was out of line and completely at the wrong to do what i had done.

i'm sorry you wasted your time and emotions dwelling on whatever irresponsible comments i've made.

i committed a great sin, and i'm really extremely sorry that i posted such mean and low remarks about you. i have disgraced God and am an ugly person inside and out.

i beg for your forgiveness, and promise to repent and learn to mind my own business from now on.

secondly, i'm sorry to whoever was affected by this. be it tricia's friends or people who just passed by. i'm sorry you had to be a part of this mess.

thirdly, i'm extending this apology to everyone else i've ever provoked. if i have, i truly am sorry and hope you will forgive me.

i do hope that the situation will be salvaged. it has happened, and i cannot take back what's happened... but i am trying my utmost best to fix this.

i hope with all my heart that you will understand.

also, i will delete anything that has had to do with this matter.

lastly, before i go.

i received a threat about something that would happen on monday. i admit i was scared by it, as anyone would. if anything should happen, i just wanted everyone to know. just for securities sake. i hope that everyone will cease in whatever action they may take and delete whatever has had to do with this, and get on with life.

you might interpret what i'm doing as an act of cowardice, and there's nothing i can do about this. i do hope that we can put this behind all of us.

i cannot stop you from hating me.

once again. i'm really very very sorry.

2008-07-26T00:04:00.004+08:00

ok.

i shall explain myself, since quite clearly this will not end until I do so. So it shall be.

Here’s why I did what I did..

i skimmed through some of your comments and spams and realised that many of you tell me i lack morals for doing what i did.

but i did it only because i need to uphold my principles and will feel very uncomfortable knowing something wrong is going on and yet, i do nothing about it. i have to admit though, i really didn't like whatever was done and hence, the harshness in the previous post.

if you're unhappy about me speaking up for what i believe in, i'm very sorry. because before i learn to live with others i must learn to live with myself. i can't live with myself if i don't speak out like i always do, and i wouldn't be able to live with myself if i let anything bad just slide like that. it goes against what i believe in, and i won't and will never change what i believe in to appease someone else.

there.

and to the fact that i don't drink.

yes i don't. no i'm not scared of alcohol. i don't want to try it, and i think alcohol is a considerably well. bad substance as it leads to many bad things happening, and that's why i dislike drinkers. it's a personal preference, and i just really don't want to ever try alcohol.
no my parents don't drink alcohol either.

and i really should add that i'm not jealous. maybe you think i am, that's yours to think, not mine to control. but just to make it clear, i'm not jealous. i'm happy with whatever God gave me, and hope you're happy with what He gave you too.

now, as to the harshness of everything else i said.

yes i do feel so, but this is an opinionated world we live in and i'm afraid that by putting up posts like that, you're going to be subjected to a lot of criticism, like how you are critisizing me now. i can accept that, but please, blogs are for stating opinions and that was entirely how i felt about the matter.

sarcasm and straightforward-ness is just the way i am, and that's something that i cannot change.

perhaps i was too agitated over the matter and hence the defamatory remarks, and if i over-exaggerated, i apologise. whatever i over-exaggerated, i leave to you to make out.

i've made myself very clear on this matter and if you don't accept my explanation for my actions then there is nothing that i can do, as i'd be betraying myself and my beliefs and i cannot force you to do that either.

if you've accepted this explanation then i hope that you too will take care of your own words and actions, and perhaps provide an explanation for yourself as well, as i've tried my best to type this out calmly and without any agitation whatsoever.

lastly, if you've accepted this lengthy explanation of mine then i do hope that you will cease whatever actions you might take, as i do hope to put this entire matter to an end.

if you have taken action, i do hope to see an explanation from you as well, because i most certainly am not the only one at fault here.

oh, and if you want an apology or for me to delete that post, i do hope that you will tell me so that i can proceed appropriately, and i ask you to delete whatever you might have posted as well.

*call mine an act of cowardice or whatever, but i really want to amend this situation and problem. call it whatever you like.*

thankyou.

2008-07-25T22:46:00.003+08:00

i went out with rui,sam, nicole, zhi and yilin to bugis today!

HAHAHA THE TAIWAN FAIR IS TOTAL BULLSHIT! so few famous taiwanese foods and so many other cuisines! thai and jap? and what's with portugese eggtarts?!

no chou dou fu and the 'chao da' ji pai is not 'chao da' at all!!! disappointed. :/ i was hoping to get some of my dear chou dou fu.

and damn!

twilight was sold out at kinokuniya. DISAPPOINTED! was really looking forward to reading it.

so i shall fly over to borders tml to go and get a copy!

after i finish twilight *which i hope my tiny attention span can handle* i plan to buy eclipse and new moon.

man, my room is sooo cold! shivering like mad. and to think its only 26 degrees in here! madness.

oh, went for dinner at dan ryan's yesterday! shiok! the food there's magnificient, but i wished they served some food other than beef. the garlic chicken pasta was just alright. onion smell put me off immensely though.

ugh i haven't gotten my dad a present. shall scour for one mighty soon!

and! i played dw6 just now!!!

HAPPYHAPPY. so fuun. (: i love the ps3 that sits in my livng room, in all its glossy black glory.

hoorah!

and who's blake lively?? i think the surname lively is a tad peculiar but hey! caucasians can have very interesting surnames, yes?

makes me wonder how they actually came up with their surnames. o.o

history's so amazing!

and i've so many tests next week i think i might just explode under all the pressure. yikes! scary scary scary.

amath, emath, emath, chem, bio, hcl.... YIPES. it's as good as one day 1.5 tests. O.O why can't teachers understand our predicaments!

daaamn...

well i can't be bothered with those spams so spam all you want! just tell me when you decide to get a life.

thankfully i just so happen to have a life to get along with.

'insidesamedream by nilgunkara, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-07-24T22:44:00.005+08:00

HELLO BELLOOSS!

i wanna go shopping. i wanna eat pizza hut's new STARZBITES PIZZA!

i bet its somehow linked to national day. cos its STARZbites pizza!! and our flag has 5 STARZ! hahaa i can't stand subbing z's for s's. so bimbo! and dumb!

DOESN'T THAT LOOK SO GOOD. man i'm salivating already. *drools*

ok anyway.

I CAN'T WAIT TO RECIEVE ALL MY BUYS. YAY!!!!

andandand

i really wanna read twilight!

i saw the trailer for the movie and was instantly attracted to it! can't get edward/robert off of my mind! looks hoooot! *phew*

i shall go buy it tml. ((:

AND YES I KNOW i haven't finished reading the harry potter series but hey! i don't have the longest attention span. *fiddles*

but i shall read finish twilight series. seems more... my kinda book.

and i owe the library a HUMONGOUS, GIGANTIC, GARGANTUAN DEBT! i seriously feel like they're loan sharks. no, no... they're the silent loan sharks. i think i owe them... $7? EEP. that's alot for a damn library fine!!! *sobs* my moooneeeeyyyy~

damn.

i hope that i'll receive all my emails soooon!

ugh so irritating.

dad's bday tml! YAY!!! *hobbles around*

exciting.

i love the fray's vienna! i love this line.

'there's really is no way to reach me, cos i'm already gone.'

such a good song!

haven't been iconing much and am working on some of my fanfics. busy busy busy!

I PLAYED ONLY ABIT OF DW6 TODAY. DD:

and i didn't watch st. theresa's match today. DAMN I DIDN'T WATCH A SINGLE MATCH IN THIS ROUND. UGH. i'm so sorry, girls.

i'm proud that they made it this far though!!! SERIOUSLY NEXT YEAR, WE'LL WORK HARD TOGETHER AYE? ;D

binomial theorem test tml! darned. i've been a very lazy kiddo of late.... :/

I DISLIKE FRENCH CHEESECAKE YOGHURT IT TASTES SO FUNNY. and i have a big tub of it left! yech.

haha what a random and out of point post. not much substance, aye?

'controlyourself by yello_w, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-07-23T23:53:00.003+08:00

DELETED TO AVOID ANY ONE ELSE WHO'S NOT INVOLVED FROM GETTING INVOLVED.

SORRY IF YOU MISSED IT.

2008-07-21T21:19:00.003+08:00

HAHA lately i've been HOOKED onto dynasty warriors 6!! WAHAHAHA BLOODY NICE. the animation and cinematics and everything is absolutely, dumbfounding-ly, jawdropping-ly, amazingly, catastrophically, magnificiently, BRILLIANT!

so fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun.

i want to stick myself to the ps3 and never leave its side. ;D

and holy crap! every single person in the game has a super high nose bridge!! NOT POSSIBLE! chinese people=rare to have high bridges. BUT all of the characters are hot! even the not so hot ones are hot!!!!!!

赵云is SUPER DUPER DUPER DUPER shuai in the game. *drools*

inspired! shall write darling fanfics that i've abandoned months ago. ;D i'm halfway through chapter 16, but i've probably lost all my fans and readers alrdy!

boohooooo~

oh well! whatever dudes i'm having too much fun playing dw6.

hahaaa i'm ignoring school for now to focus on gaming. HEY i hardly ever go gaming. don't bother me with your incoherent arguments because they won't make sense to me! hurrumph!

i shall speed off to write fanfics.

*damn i wanna watch the dark knight. but i think i'll cry seeing heath ledger. DD: I MISS HIM! he's an awesome actor. T^T can totally connect with his acting. has improved so much since casanova days dammit! BUT HE'S DEAD. ):*

'guarded by girltripped, deviantart'
*her weapon reminds me of one of the weapons in dw. ;D*

TOODLES BOODLES.

2008-07-17T22:31:00.002+08:00

sleepy as hell.

i don't know why i'm here but i'm not in a bad mood.

today was a long day

i haven't studied for the tough tough tough sexual reproduction test tml which means i'm in lotsa trouble.

uhoh.

some things shouldnt have been said or done today, but hey it happened. there should've been an apology. such shallowness man.can't believe their so low.

oh goodness.

i need to go and sleep.

have a good day.

'risusabundat by smokedval, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-07-14T00:15:00.002+08:00

YAY. i'm feeling daaaaamn SHIOK now. why?!

HAHA COS I FINALLY GOT MY CAMERA!!!

*jumps around gayly*

HOORAH! it's a sony t70 in rose pink! chioooooo~~

wasn't the kodak i was expecting but dude, this is soooo much better.

EAT YOUR HEART OUT NAYSAYERS.

i'm so thankful and grateful to my parents. so what if this jeopardises my chance at a new phone?! i'm fine with my current one, if only my dad'd stop complaining about its lousy-ness. i've wanted a camera for so long.... and i've finally gotten one!

thank you god for blessing me with a loving family. i might not be rich, but i'm a sure lucky kid. :D thankyou god for blessing me with a family that's well-to-do and not worrying about our next meal, and thankyou god for blessing my parents by letting them both go to university and fall in love in snowy portland.

AMEN.

anyway. enough of my self indulgence.

i know it's bloody late and all but i'm in a reasonably good mood right now.

blogshop owners have responded and i've found the top that i've been looking for for AGES. and! i've organised all my buys. i'm so proud of my achievements! ;D

my little organiser book is bloody chio too!!! i'm soo in love with it. so nice!!! hahaha~ love it to bits. i'm so proud that i did it ALL BY MYSELF.

but, on the other hand, i've not done an inch of homework this weekend. boy, am i in a lotta trouble or what.

yes, i am.

ahh... why do i procrastinate!

bloody late now! i'll finish this post, finish reading xiaxue's post and go straight to sleep. yesiree.

OH I WATCHED RED CLIFF TODAY!

haha very well shot. love the cinematography, the angles, the everything! the set is amazingly beautiful. the actors were top notch too!! haha tony leung delivers yet again! he's such an awesome actor!!! seriously. best of the best.

hm. good fight scenes, really realistic. zhangfei's so funny. haha! zhuge liang seems too young for his 'supposed' age, i always thought of him a old(er) wise looking man. haha. how contrasting.

will leave you wanting more! haha at least that's how i felt.

won't release anything else, go watch it yourself. (:

ok time to go.

'themorningafter by endraum'
*next time, i'll take photos like this on my own. ;D just you wait!*

toodles!

2008-07-10T11:47:00.002+08:00

hello!

heh. i'm not at school now. i have a cold and am resting at home. it's such a relief from all this hectic busyness that's going on right now.

i need to catch up on homework and i need to pay those blogshops.

yesyes.

YAY! investiture yesterday. i'll be completely honest. i've been sceptical about council lately. wondering if the 41st batch can do it, whether we can really change council and the STUDENT body. whether our presidents will do a good job. why my proposals weren't accepted. *heh*

stomp was quite good considering we chionged it in 2 days and i'm sorry i always left practices early. thankyou to javier for planning the whole thing and kudos to our batch for pulling it off!!!

i don't think i'm esp. authorised to say this, but i truly bluely am. proud of us. (:

i was esp sceptical about dcomm and leaving welfare, but i must say that the investiture has made me love council again!

i know dcomm can work it out. and i know even more i need to get over leaving welfare and adapt to this change. we must strive together!!

and i must say thankyou to chelsea for putting in so much effort in the video, though all i did was contribute some photos! can't wait to actually see it.

have to thank serene and yujun for putting their heart and soul into this investiture. have to thank cornelius for keeping bass together. have to thank ronald and hailong for keeping the faith in discipline. have to thank wenjie for making me laugh. have to thank yunxuan for reminding me that we've to leave class early. have to thank ncc guys for moving the tables. have to thank lihui, vivian, jianle, jiayun, glen for coming back to support us. and the list goes on...

doesn't time just fly by? soon we'll be stepping down, handing over. phew! time sure flies. will have to take a walk down memory lane pretty soon.

it feels like just yesterday when i was elected to go for the selection camp. seems like just yesterday when i first got that call from yongsheng that i'm in council, and how i was so happy. seems like just yesterday when i was confirmed into welfare. seems like just yesterday when it was my first investiture. seems like just yesterday was my first ever council camp. seems like just yesterday when crystal and chermaine handed over. seems like just yesterday when elissa and leon took over welfare. seems like just yesterday when jiajie was president. seems like just yesterday when i was moved to discipline. seems like just yesterday when our batch took over. seems like just yesterday when sec ones first joined. seems like just yesterday when it was our turn to conduct induction camp. was yesterday when we had our own investiture.

every moment embedded into my memory.

ok. on to other matters.

i'm feeling sooo drowsy now! bloody medicine!

i can't wait to receive all my orders!!! XD

hm. the doctor that treated me just now was chio!!! hahahaaa~

my dad's been rushing me to hurry up and decide on a new phone i want. my dear phone's decided to get cancer because it cannot receive or send texts again. it's having a relapse, excuse me.

have been considering a number of phones, since i cannot get the pink viewty after all. DD:

C905:
powerhouse 8.1mp camera!!! i like top choice. as good or better than most cameras out there! but my mom's getting me a 10mp camera (or so she said) so i find it might be a bit redundant. big and bulky! but it comes in copper gold!!! CHIO. thought i can't find a photo. i wonder if it'll be here by end of july....

C902:
5mp camera same as current one. sleeker but i don't like it as much as c905.

Z750i:
i've been wanting this phone for a BLOODY LONG TIME!!! i think its so nice!!! so cute and rounded and sweet looking. i like the pink one!! wahaha. and besides, i'm getting a 10mp camera. 2mp on a phone should be enough, right??

I DON'T KNOW WHICH TO PICK. Z750i or C905!! argh, both seem hard to find here. i cannot find the pink version fo z750i. depressing!!!

'dontgo by =logonart, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-07-06T20:33:00.002+08:00

i'm so sick of it!!!

why won't these blogshop owners ANSWER ME!! i wanna buy it~~ sooooo bad. D:

ugh. dont they want CUSTOMERS?!

answer my emails for goodness sakes!

and i read in the news! HOLY CRAP!

WOAHWOAHWOAH! is that a man there?!

well, no its actually a transexual. boy, i've been reading and watching alot about them. o.o apparently, a transexual who didn't remove his/her sexual organs before placing a penis on his/her body is preggers! or was at least. i have nothing against homosexuals and transexuals, power to you ppl for persuing happiness, but that's just a little... weird if you ask me.

strictly speaking, a person with a penis really really shouldn't be preggers. somehow that just whacks up the whole cycle of life, nature thing.

of course a transexual can have children! why not? but maybe, he/she should've had it before surgically attaching a male sex organ on his/her body. that would probably be good.

because on a whole, i think the idea of a pregnant man just disturbs me slightly.

seriously! it's just so... strange and bizarre and everything else mixed into a big smoothie of weirdness.

well. so much for the course of nature.

but really, i think that transgenders and homosexuals are some of the bravest people in the world. power to you guys! *punches fist in air*

on another note.

i don't really know how to say this. it's hard to admit at all, but confrontation scares me as much as i know that it needs to be done.

i know i need to confront you guys. i know it.

gosh why'm i so different from most people. some say being different is a gift from god, but sometimes i think its a curse. it's important to do the right thing, but why is it always so damn hard?!

i really wish i could start my life over and go right back to the start. but sometimes i'm glad i am where i am. i think i'd kill if i were to be like normal people. lacking morality.

i might be throwing you people off here, but hey! its the obvious truth, ain't it? i'm just very cruelly insensitive and blunt.

though sometimes, i wish i werent.

what a contradicting situation to be stuck in.

i just need to find the strength i've never had.

loneliness by mashuto, deviantart'

toodles.

2008-07-05T23:40:00.002+08:00

watched hancock today. what did i do?

it's alright i guess. watch it if you want. why are you guys treating me like this?

pissed off right now, cos my internet is screwing on me. yay. stop ignoring me.

feeling reasonably happy now, cos i'm also going out on youthday to FINALLY eat bistro indulgez. stop acting like i'm not there.

i think, i have a termite problem in my room. because it really hurts.

i hate insects on a whole. i really hate you guys when you do this.

i esp. hate flying roaches. they can go and eat shit. i think they alrdy do, actually. pls treat me like a human being!

i think alot of people should go eat shit. but i can't make them, can i? you obviously don't know how i feel.

i wanna leave. just leave leave leave. please, just stop it.

good news though! should be going prague in czech republic over september hols. YAY. super excited. i've been wanting to go to europe for the longest time. i love autumn! super romantic and pretty. just stop.

i wanna blogshop!! it sucks to feel alone.

i love unique jewelery! haha. esp when i thougt you guys were my friends.

and i like the new icon i made! *points* not out on my new LJ batch though. speaking of which, i should add that i've updated my LJ with new icons! :D do i need to sit you ppl down?

this is probably my fave jay icon that i've made thus far. i really hate this.

AND I WANT A NEW PHONE! kinda. i still like this one, but it keeps hanging i feel like smashing it on the floor sometimes. irritating! just like you bitches.

i want a pair of HEADPHONES not EARPHONES! skull candy's would be the BEST! heh.

'music by shagagraf, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-07-03T22:24:00.005+08:00

hello!

i was supposed to be just checking up on an email from a blogshop owner, but good god. i happened to catch wind of a pretty large scale blogger battle!

XIAXUE vs DAWNYANG

apparently, dawnyang went through MAJOR plastic surgery and has been allegedly lying about it all!

and xiaxue simply won't stand for it!

honestly, i'm on xiaxue's side in all of this.

SURE, xiaxue got surgery, but at least she was honest about it! heck, the process was documented on tv. =.=

and yes, its no secret she major photoshops her photos, so i tried skimming out the LESS photoshopped ones.

XIAXUE
before:

with family! obvious resemblance...

after nosejob:

CONCLUSION? honestly, the only real diff i can see is her nose. of course there was photoshop and lots of makeup. four years ago pics, not surprised if she's lost BABY FAT! so, only nose job done. honest so HOORAY! XP

DAWN (get a barf bag in case.)
honestly, i was super shocked when i saw these photos.

BEFORE:

i think she got surgery on her eyes in first 3 photos though, cos they look different from her sec. school pictures.

honestly, i didn't believe it until i saw pics of her family.

AFTER:

HAH. no striking resemblence please. BUT her old self resembles her mom. SHOCKING!
i think this pic was taken when she first got surgery(below)

then, she got alot of surgery

THEY LOOK TOTALLY DIFFERENT PLEASE.

don't believe it? look out for a mole on the right side of her face beside her eyebrow. distinguishing feature! can see in the last before photo(6th) and the 5th/2nd last after photo.

i mean, i'm totally cool with surgery... just BE HONEST ABOUT IT! if you changed your face, say it! why hide underneath it?! i mean. isn't is obvious when such pics hve surfaced. can still DENY! at least come clean, you know admit it but she's denying it?!
oh well. at least, that's what I THINK the situation is like.

i have nothing against people wanting to look good, but i THINK if she really did it to that extent, she has gone WAAAAY overboard. 2 totally different people.

i'm absolutely disgusted by the fact that she ALLEGEDLY did it and refuses to come clean and ALLEGEDLY did it to such a LARGE extent.

she's bluffing everyone and herself. :/

i used to think she was beautiful, then i saw these pics and barfed. she SEEMS like a monster.

yes, i'm using seems and i thinks because xiaxue got planted with a near lawsuit, and i have a feeling that they're skimming blogs.

so i must make it clear that these are all my opinions and whether you besiege it to be true or not based on the photos and all, is totally none of my business.

still! if she did it, it's disgusting that she won't admit it and did it to such an extent.

ew.

credits to...
for dawn's photos
and
XIAXUE for hers

oh golly, i was supposed to be online for a short while. -.-

i have yet to study for the bio test! GOOD GOLLY GOODNESS!!!

i need sleep

oral today was alright

tell me what you think about dawn.

'fixyou by tricia'

toodles!!

2008-06-29T20:53:00.003+08:00

hello!

so i shall blog about today first. yay!
i watched GET SMART!
HAHAHAHA IT'S DAMN FUNNY.
laughed ALOT. steve carell did a SUPERB job. really very funny!!

Siegfried: How do I know you're not from CONTROL?
Maxwell Smart: If I were from CONTROL, you'd already be dead.
Siegfried: If you were from CONTROL, YOU'D already be dead.
Maxwell Smart: Neither of us is dead, so I'm obviously not from CONTROL.
[long pause]
Shtarker: That actually makes sense.

HAH. classic conversation.

totally worth watching.

oh, and now to blog about yesterday!!
28/6/08:
woke up at like 6.45am then ran to the toilet when i realised i was gonna be late.
hurried over to school, went avt... intro here intro there...

then we went to do RARA session! :D
was a little dead. :/ but oh well.

then we ate, went to prepare for game...
BOY was it hot. was sitting there filling water bombs. D: so tiring. and hot. golly. i think i've gotten darker. SAD.

then did games~ went back, comm selection and interaction and meeting and rushed home.

TIRING!

but i'm really really happy about the camp on the whole. very few screw ups. :D happy for us sec3s!!! :D

and i admit, i was always sceptical about dcomm, but i guess things have to change. that's just how life is.

i'll just have to get used it it!!

anyway back to the present.

i've been tagged to do 2 quiz-es.

Survey Instructions:
-Remove one question from above (above? O.O) & replace it with your own.
-Tag eight people, list them down at th end of th post.
-Notify them in their chatbox that they've been tagged.

1) What is love to you?
love is love. what more can i say? you know it when you feel it.
2) What do you hope for now?
fulfilling my dreams and learning cello! PLUS. meeting all my idols.
3) Would you leave this world today with no regrets?
you must be mad. obviously not.
4) Do you hate your friends sometimes?
sometimes, but then it goes away after a while
5) What will you do if 2 of your best friends are drowning?
try to save them
6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
scientifically, this is supposed to happen.
7) Who is the most important friend of the opposite gender to you?
ehm.
8) What's your desired age of marriage?
25
9) Are you contented with what you have now?
not really. humans are never content.
10) What if your crush asked you out?
wow, then i'd be famous alrdy.
11) What will you do if you had a crush on someone?
uhm.go on with life.
12) What feelings do you hate the most?
loneliness and sad feelings. the lack of endorphines.
13) What do you do if you fall in love with a girl?
you must be mad. then again who's you?
14) What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
hols, shopping, music and something else that's hopefully very nice.
15) The most valuable moments in life
i'm not very sure. i'll tell you when i am.
16) Who do you turn to for a listening ear?
myself.
17) Do you find life meaningless?
no, life's about dreams and fulfilling them. life-dreams=jobs. sad.
18) Who do you love the most?
music if that were a person. HAH. family, friends, dogs and idols. :D
19) Do you believe in the existence of unconditional love?
nope. love yes, unconditional? not really.
20) What's your greatest wish?
DREAMS-FULFILLING!
21) What would you not change if you could turn back time?
the choice of my aspiration and meeting of friends.
TAGS:
1)nicole
2)you
3)somebody
4)who?
5)oh! you!
6)*points* that dude over there!
7)hello!
8)you!!

NEXT QUIZ!
"Write 20 random facts about yourself then tag the same amount of people as minutes it takes you to write the facts." start:9.34pm

1. i'm tricia
2. don't call me boob just cause i give my dogs weird nicknames.
3. i LOVE music
4. i'd die without it
5. i'm working hard towards my aspiration
6. i wanna meet all my idols
7. i love waffles!!
8. i love green tea!!
9. cheese tastes really good.
10. shopping is heaven
11. i write songs occassionally.
12. i treat ppl how they treat others
13. don't mess with the tricia o.o
14. i PRAY that i can grow taller
15. i wanna learn the cello
16. ANIMALS ROCK AND DESERVE EVERY OUNCE OF YOUR RESPECT
17. but cockroaches REALLY freak me out
18. softball is a fun game
19. my fave icecream is vanilla icecream
20. i can't wait to graduate from ahs and leave this world of mayhem.
end: 9.38pm
TAGS:
1)nicole
2)lixin
3)you
4)somebody else

YAY I'M DONE! hahahaaa~
i think i'll go icon in awhile

i still have hw to do. SAD!

'jump by poopart, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-06-27T17:41:00.002+08:00

this has been SUCH a hectic week. *faints*

been rushing homework, running all over the place and stuff this week.

i've done all my transactions to the blogshops i bought things from!! :DD

i will tell you about these shops after i receive the stuff. still have one letter to mail though. :/

OH! induction camp tml. i have a station!!!

exciting!

i hope sec1's will have fun.

hohum!

anyway, i shall describe my week very briefly.

thursday:
CDIV MATCH AGAINST RIVERSIDE!!
haha i was scoring. ((: riverside was 35mins late!!! =.= so late lah! lucky for them! if they were 25mins later it would've been a walkover. or maybe not so lucky for them.
haha our team played excellently! all perfect innings. super proud of them. :D everyone was playing well!! 32-0!!! i'm glad they didn't try to go easy on them, cos that would show they despised the other school. was a good game.
hope they don't get complacent! nanyang match next tuesday should be tough. :/
andandand after that the Bdiv girls [me, zhi, sam, nicole, yilin and rui] decided to practice and work on our teamwork-chemistry thing! yes. was very good!! i've never seen us work that well with each other in a while.
i like 3rd base!!! :D

FRIDAYTODAY:
stayed back to do chem. then went out with nicole, yilin, rui and sam to tampines! haha walked around. i ate my fave philedelphia cheese waffle for lunch. LOVE IT! oh, and we were all pretty short of cash. i was really short of cash then, cos i had to keep money for transactions! had like less than $2 after buying my things for camp tml. :/
i was thinking about how nice it'd be to get some spare cash while waiting for my waffle when i realised HEY! MY SPARE CASH!! then i opened my bag and fished it out. hoorah! goodness knows how i'd get home without it. my ez link card was flat empty.

then i came home and iconed. and now, i'm proud to put forward this picture that i took and gimpified as my picture of the day. not perfect, not particularly nice... in fact kinda ugly. but hey! i was using a phone!! and how much scenery can singapore have? not much, i'm afriad.

'leave by tricia'

toodles!

2008-06-23T21:56:00.003+08:00

school just... sucks. period. end of story. full stop!

i hate school, with such a burning that i could burn up the sun with my hatred.

if the sun can't burn itself up, then my burning hatred must be REALLY strong. eh?

most certainly. :D of course, i'm sure the whole world knows how much i loathe going to school. i don't think my hatred need be paraded around anymore than it already has.

oh my! has joyann passed me her flu?! O.O

anyway. first day of school wasn't fantastical, nor was it diabolical. i wouldn't pass it off as a good or bad day, but hey!

人生就是如此！！！

sometimes, i wish i were just homeschooled. wouldn't that be nice? i would never have to go to that horrid instituition known as ahs. nonono, i'd get to learn, all in the comfort of my home! :D

not that the govt. would approve of it, but a nice thought.

hm... i still feel the need to go shopping. (: thank goodness for blogshops! :D too bad i don't have an ibanking account. otherwise, i'd be able to do it ALL IN THE COMFORT OF MY LOVELY HOME!

i love home! i just hate the little pests that inhabit it. like ants...flies...*shudders*...cockroaches...

i love my bed, my chair, my room, not so much my com but it'll do, my dogs, my parents, everything! i even find my brother slightly more tolerable than some people! how amazing! *gasps!*

perhaps i annoy you with all my complaining. but hey, this is a JOURNAL! it's made for us to complain. not like you were forced to hear *read* me whine!

speaking of which, there're tons of people NOT TAGGING! rarh!!!

irritating.

i have tons of homework!
-literature passage based questions x2

AND I NEED TO FIND MY AMATH ASSIGNMENT! grah. i cannot seem to find it. *sobs* i hate partial fractions!

well, basically, i hate math, but i REALLY don't like partial fractions.

hm! i've been blogshopping again of late. more 'window' shopping, but still.

THE OWNER OF THIS BLOGSHOP IS DAMN NICE! CLICK! and i have a fetish for one of a kind jewellery, so i'm absolutely smitten by this shop! i don't mind paying! guilty pleasure of mine.
niceblogshopowner+nicegoods=HAPPYCUSTOMER!
YAY!

i seriously, seriously have got to start focusing on homework... good gravy. D:

will get back to iconing soon! halfway done with current batch. i just need one free day...

'anotherrainbow by littleblackumbrella, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-06-21T22:37:00.003+08:00

hello! :D

i watched kungfu panda just now, and i must say...

it's nice and worth watching! lighthearted humour which is reasonably child friendly.

i think that get smart will be funnier though! :D

anyway! i'm watching transamerica right now, and so far its pretty good. top class acting by felicity huffman! i totally give her props in this show, since she has to act as a man who's a transvesite with alot of problems. her 'feminine' awkwardness is very well acted and not fake at all, and she most certainly is a good actress, whether she's playing overstressed housewife lynette scavo or transvesite bree osbourne, she delivers in both roles. watch only if you have an open mind! its a good movie though, seriously. or at least it is so far.

anyway! I'VE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH THE PINK VIEWTY!!!

obviously it's not a very clear photo but hey! i think it looks so nice!!! :D i hope and wish that singtel will carry it. *crosses fingers*
lg outlets are super hard to find! all the way at funan/simlim/vivo?! that's so far!!! and the service centre is all the way at alexander road. so not east people friendly!

BUT ITS SO CHIO!!! i like. and the functions are sweet too. i likelikelike!!!!

but quite obviously, the haptic anycall is TONS prettier cos it's more rounded

but still! i like the viewty! i don't care if you think its ugly. i like it. hurrumph!

'inlove by poopart, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-06-19T17:06:00.003+08:00

hoo! today's been quite the whirlwind of a day. went to uncle's house in the morning and all. my new cousin-in-law is so chio in the wedding gown!! :D

solemnization or however you spell it is gonna go on a little later so i'll be off then! then the wedding dinner! (: hope the food's gonna be good.

exciting!

perhaps i should post photos. which i nearly never do. XD

yay! i took a nap just now. ahh. so good.

going out tml! hoorah!

i'm running out of topics! ok. lol.

'flyaway by melloncollie, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-06-16T22:47:00.002+08:00

hello! first day of school was better than i thought it would... it passed surprisingly briskly.

real glad that there's no school friday! HOORAH. (: i wanna do some last shopping. or i'll be just devastated.

hohum. i've gotta do lit and chem later on. i must sleep by 12 today. i'm simply too exhausted.

training camp thingy tml. don't really think i feel excited at this point, but then again, anything to do with staying longer in school doesn't seem to appeal much to me.

oh! my cousin's wedding thursday! ((((: how exhuberating. cant wait! i love weddings! they're always so happy. makes you believe love actually exists somewhere in this forsaken world we live in. gives people hope.

aand~ apparently yunxuan's attending her cousin's wedding thursday too! *gasp* i highly doubt it's the same couple, but if it is... it would be cool aye? i'd have a new distant relative. o.o lol.

i've been reviewing my life again, and thought alot about things on the surprisingly empty bus today.

i also know i have many overdue posts, but i'm just too lazy to edit my photos! icon-ing is much more fun. i'll get to it eventually, don't get your panties up in a knot.

alrighty. i think that's it for now.

'illjustkeepgoingnorth by jayg, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-06-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

i'm chionging my chinese hw now! so much. T^T i hate procrastinating! i should've done this earlier. D:

i've done ss. will do english later...maybe not...

UGH! i know i've said this a million times and more, but i really hate school. i loathe it, with such a strong, burning such that everything else just gets sucks into my typhoon of hatred. its such a powerful thing, hatred.

another thing! i really love my mom, but i just hate it when they make promises and break it. parents shouldn't abuse their authority, really they shouldn't. if they promise something, they should fulfill it.

anyway. HAPPY FATHERS' DAY TO ALL FATHERS OUT THERE! (:

hm. i think i'll go to dr. boon's office and ask her to let us off this friday. they've robbed us of 3 days per week and now 1 whole week? that's too much and i won't stand for it!!!! unlike my cowardly schoolmates who only know how to complain...i actually have a backbone.

ok so i better get to work. yes i should.

'bubbles by muszka, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-06-14T22:08:00.003+08:00

i've been doing a good load of thinking of late.

just questioning life, and what nought.like how i'm gonna make it in the industry, how i should start off, what life might be like, where i could and should be now... sometimes, i really just... feel so lost. wait. correction, i feel lost 90% of the time. i just don't belong where i am now. explains the feeling of loneliness i experience time to time...

but hey! what're you doing in my innermost thoughts? outoutout!

i did NOT do any homework today. gah.

it's father's day tml! REJOICE! i'm gonna give my dad a call across oceans and skies and fish and birds in whatever hotel he's in now in the U.S. hoorah! i shall ask him to buy me jelly beans. *mmm*

i shall treat my parents to dinner/lunch when he gets back, since i hardly gave my mom anything but a hug on mother's day.

sleeeeeeeepy.

there was some aviva cup thingy going on at csc today. woah. those players are TALL. the south korean ladies have SUPERBLY LONG LEGS! the canadian lady was pretty! :D haha. the chinese ladies were pretty loud.

i've been iconing again!

AND I HATE THIS BLOGSKIN!!! i don't know what possessed me to use it! it's so horrid~ T^T i only like the bg.

but i'm so tired. i'll change it next time

omg. 1 day to do homework. *faints*

'loneliness by mashuto,deviantart'

toodles

2008-06-14T01:09:00.004+08:00

yay! i'm quite proud of myself. i've done some icons the whole of today~ relieved my angst and anger after seeing the finished work!

i think i'm not bad for a first timer-noob! wahahahaa~

anyway, i've done an 'advert' for my icons...

i think it looks quite ok! if interested, can go see the whole collection at musicandrecords.lj

i feel like transfering to LJ. i like my LJ ALOT! it's much nicer than blogger.

only thing is that it can't put a tagboard and all those extra stuff i like to put. :/ but i do think livejournal is better.

oh well.

i still, have yet to embark on any homework whatsoever, and am very happy to say that we have next friday off. :D

my piano teacher gave me the most adorable treble clef and quaver paper clip thingies! from japan! (: so chio.

no, i don't wanna go to school still and i still hate school, but my slightly inflated ego has been well taken care off today by my happiness of finishing so many icons today. (: hence, i'm in a good mood.

'youwilladmittoeverything by sculptures, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-06-12T22:52:00.005+08:00

hm. i went shopping with the mc girls on tuesday...

i wasted the past 2 days lazing around the house. doing nothing much, seriously.

i watched ALOT of tv yesterday. today i didn't really do much, just tried figuring out my computer. it wasnt very successful.

hm. i can't believe the hols just whizzed past like that. ):

i seriously don't wanna go back to school. i hate it there. i don't hate the teachers... but... ah. whatever.

GOSH! I JUST DON'T KNOW ANYMORE.

i haven't done alot of homework, really. no, i should correct that. i havent done any homework.

o.o i'm in trouble, aint i.

BUT. i still wanna shop. i haven't done enough shopping. DD:

i also have yet to finish up this song i'm working on! DDD:

i CAN'T INSTALL DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES. GAH. DDDDD:

so sad.

wish i could just... leave. get away from this mess.

'flymeaway by glumii, deviantart'

toodles.

2008-06-09T22:44:00.006+08:00

ok i did some work with ICONS. haha i failed miserably. just thought i'd post them here! :D

worked from

to
then i decided to redo it, and got this

HAH. pathetic attempt. i think i dabbled with the colour too much. and failed horribly with the font. oh well, what do you expect from a noob...?

here's another one where i didn't bother with fonts.

UGLY! must work at it.

OH! i created a new LJ.

MUSICANDRECORDS

hoorah! i think lj is quite ok.

GOSH I LOVE THIS SONG.

2008-06-09T17:23:00.002+08:00

was bored, decided to do some tests from zhi's blog. :D

What is Your Angel Element?
created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Elemental Angel of Earth

Angel of the Earth, Ah you rule over the other elements with pride, you'd give your life for a piece of mold because it's life...no offense... you have brown hair,greenish brown wings, and green or brown eyes RAWR RESPECT THE TREES!

Elemental Angel of Earth

85%

Elemental Angel of Wind

75%

Elemental Angel of Water

70%

Life Angel

68%

Light Angel

68%

Dark Angel

53%

Sunlight Angel

50%

Moonlight Angel

50%

Elemental Angel of Fire

45%

Fallen Angel

18%

Hell Angel

18%

Death Angel

13%

How will you die!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Bitten

Old Age

67%

Bitten

67%

Starvation

58%

disease

50%

Disappearence

50%

Poison

42%

Suicide

42%

stabbed

42%

Suffocation

33%

Accident

33%

Drown

17%

Burn

lol.

ok i'm supposed to post a post about me meeting looney toons!

i'm just too lazy to edit the photos. and i found the photos of my outting with wenxi! :D

exhilerating! (:

finished dh marathon with nicole today. HOORAH. bought a dh game today. DOUBLE HOORAH! i'm having a eggmcmuffin sandwich for dinner tonight! TRIPLE HOORAH!

i need to start on my homework. D: daaamn..

OH! WELCOME BACK TO SUNNY SPORE SAMANTHA TAN! (:

hm. i wanna go shopping. BADLY. i wanna go bugis, city hall... so many places, so little time.

i need to make my ic by the end of this month too. gah!

i'm gonna go play the dh game really soon.

i like the names ryan, jake, josh and danny. people with these names TEND to be hotter. :D

i also like the names alyssa and lynette. pretty! (:

haha so random though.

ok, i'm gonna go off soon. how about another test to wet your appetites?

Whats Your instrument?
created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Piano

You are Piano. You can create anything; You are inventive. You put your heart and soul into what you do.

Piano

100%

Your Voice

92%

Gutair

92%

Flute

83%

Trumpet

75%

Maracas

58%

drums

58%

i dunno if i'd call this insightful. o.O a bit of a lame quiz though. haha! i can play almost anything, i'm sure. i have a thing for picking musical instruments up well. (: good bg i guess. yes, i might be bragging. just in case you were wondering. i am an egoistical person, and if you don't like that you can go back on your house and gallop away. or your donkey. whatever you like.

lol. ok, off i go to play DH! SO EXCITING.

toodles!

2008-06-04T20:03:00.002+08:00

haha i went SHOPPING with luo zhizhi today. hahaaaa~ :D

was nice. (: collected a necklace from a blogshop. very happy with the item! and its cheap. :D the seller is very nice too. link below!

CLICK!

anyway, back to shopping with zhi. went to eat burger king! i like BK chicken. also ate dairy queen. IT ROCKS! 100000000000000000000000000....x better than MACS soft icecream. 90cents of goodness. it's almost as good as the ones in america, and they are so creamy and cute and all. ahh~ i love dq!!!

then. we got hounded by people asking for donations. i don't mind, but most of them didn't feel sincere about what they're doing. esp the kids. makes me reflect....

i only felt ok for 2 ppl. one lady who came up and asked us to buy a big buncha tissue, at whatever cost we wanted. she was really in tatters! her shirt was stained, her teeth dirty, her hair white... i felt so sorry for her when everyone else turned her down. then she said 'bless you child.' to us, and i thought is was worth it! yesyesyes.

ok. so besides that went to fareartplaza, where zhi bought her dress! :D and 1 little miss shirt and an elmo shirt too. :D i bought my cookies shirt. hahahaaa~ i love cookies.

then we went to the heeren! where i bought MY dress and an everlast bag. hoorah!

good shopping trip.

oh! i took the quiz on rui's blog.

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Visual&PerformingArts

You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in the Visual or Performing Arts (e.g., Art, Art Education, Art History, Ceramics, Culinary Arts, Dance, Drawing, Fashion Design, Film, Graphic Design, Interior Design, Marketing (advertising), Music, Music Education, Music Theory, Painting, Photography, Theatre).

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

Visual&PerformingArts

100%

English/Journalism/Comm

100%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

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OH YES. i'm going crazy over this song. i wanna watch sister act 2!!! and yes, i know its a christian song, but their vocals are impeccable. (: i adore the soloist's voice. its jaw-droppingly good.

:D it gets especially amazing when they reach the part that goes 'he taught me how'. can't say how much i love group vocal arrangements. they always sound so good.

I LOVE SIMS2.

AND HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO ME! :DDD

thanks to every single person who wished me. (:

'keepgoing by nutmap, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-06-02T22:21:00.003+08:00

hm. i've not updated in a while.

life's been pretty good so far. i went out with wenxi last friday, but i accidentally deleted it all as i did a master reset on my phone and forgot to upload it on my com.

so, we went to newyorknewyork for lunch that day, i ate my fave fish and pasta have no idea what it's really called. wenxi had pork and pasta. then we had waffles with ice cream and peaches and a fried mars bar. it was good.

the service there is totally worth the 10% service charge, i think. waiters and waitresses were real polite and all.

oh, i bought sims 2 free time and teens style stuff. :D i want bon voyage! (:

AND I WANT SIMS 3.

anyway, i'm turning 15 tml, and saying goodbye to my old, 14 year old life. haha. how sad.

i guess it'll just go with the wind and into the lockers of history, aye? i'm gonna be 15, and i'm gonna.... gonna... make a wish.

HAPPY BDAY TO ME!!

ok, now that that's over with... i'm playing 'guess who' online with nicole. it's fun haha. you should do it too. all you'll need is a brain, this webbie and msn.

CLICK!

you could either play the usual version, or you could play the more complex version. here's how it goes.

basically, based off of your character's looks, you have to make assumptions as to how this person acts. basically, make generalisations. you ask your friend questions based on personality or what he or she might behave like. for example, 'has your character ever done drugs?', and based off the answer you cross out the ppl who look like they've done or not done drugs.

if you don't get it, then here's an example of people playing it.

it's fun! :D

'bubbles by nihilmorari, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-05-28T23:53:00.002+08:00

hm. today wasn't the best of days.

i don't know what is with the world and wanting me to wake up early. i woke up at 8+ today to the loud 'whrrrrr'ing of people cutting grass. IRRITATED! felt like climbing over to the window and telling them to work at more conventional hours. D:< but i decided not to, because they probably didn't wanna start work at such ungodly hours, and not to make everyone more unhappy.

so i drifted off to sleep again. then some idiot was shouting outside. GRAH! woke up again. this guy was shouting something like 'HELLO! POSTMAN!!!!!' i have no idea what's wrong with this dude! didn't it occur to him they might be sleeping? THAT I MIGHT BE SLEEPING?! D: besides, if the doorbell couldn't wake them up, what's the chances of him shouting waking them up?! seriously man. but i figured the world doesn't revolve around me, people have to work and so i drifted off to sleep. again..

THEN SOME KARANGGUNI(?!) STARTED HIS ROUNDS! at 8+. =.= irritating! lousy horn. i woke up and gave up, so i turned to my nano to watch some vids.

gosh.

and tml i have el oral duty. early in the morning! GRAH! i must go print that darned script too.

i have a feeling its too long so i'll just cross out some parts.

honestly, i don't wanna go for that thingy. honestly! but, if i'm gonna do something, i might as well put effort and make it good. otherwise, i'm wasting everyone's time, aye? so i did it, and i hope for the best. i wouldn't mind not being chosen, because i don't wish to go through any more trouble.

i also want my sleep.

oh, i went out with yilin,rui and fangqi. was supposed to get my dress, but couldn't find one. instead, i bought 3 shirts. hoorah! :D

i'm going out again this friday with wenxi. double hoorah!

anyway, i'm too lazy to talk about today or anything. sleepy. need to print my scipt. so late too. grr.

next time...

JOIN TRICIA IN THE EXCITING ADVENTURES...
1. tricia meets the looney tunes!
2. tricia watches tv and stuff!
3. tricia loves sappy stuff!

oh! i'm hooked to this song,currently. it's a cover by mcfly! or james taylor's 'you've got a friend'. a really feel good song. i find the video kinda sad though. D:

When youre down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, whoa nothing is going right.
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest nights.

You just call out my name,
And you know whereever I am
Ill come running, oh yeah baby
To see you again.
Winter, spring, summer, or fall,
All you have to do is call
And Ill be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Youve got a friend.

If the sky above you
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together and call my name out loud
And soon I will be knocking upon your door.
You just call out my name and you know where ever I am
Ill come running to see you again.
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you got to do is call
And Ill be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Hey, aint it good to know that youve got a friend?
People can be so cold.
They'll hurt you and desert you.
Well they'll take your soul if you let them.
Oh yeah, but dont you let them.

You just call out my name and you know wherever I am
Ill come running to see you again.
Oh babe, dont you know that,
Winter spring summer or fall,
Hey now, all youve got to do is call.
Lord, Ill be there, yes I will.
Youve got a friend.
Youve got a friend.
Aint it good to know youve got a friend.
Aint it good to know youve got a friend.
Youve got a friend.

sweet little song. aw.

'-friends- by sphotography, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-05-25T21:06:00.002+08:00

hello again!

have a not so serious case of food poisoning, i don't really wanna talk about my bowels so please don't ask. o.O

just thought i'd post my results, cos everyone simply loves to compare, aye? lol. i don't think i did that well, got a L1R5 of 14! good gravy, that's high. o.o it's an improvement from 17, so i'm working at it!

EL- 65.8 B3
HCL- 57.9 C5
AMATH- 68.7 B3
EMATH- 62.3 B4
BIO- 74.7 A2
CHEM- 71.4 A2
COMBINED- 66.9 B3
ELIT- 78.3 A1

nothing to boast about, it's not satisfactory. it's not enough to get into a good jc! GRAH! D:

hm. to more serious matters.

this morning, i awoke complaining of the massive tummy ache i was having, and only much later in the day, when watching the charity show for the 四川disaster,did i realise that...

when i was complaining about shitting, there were people out there who were pushed to EAT their shit to survive.

that realisation made me feel ashamed of myself.

i mean, thousands are dying, missing, suffering out there. not thousands.

millions.

myanmar and china.

these people barely have enough to eat, no bed, no roof above their heads... and yet, i can complain that i want to eat chicken rice. i just feel so...so...lousy, somehow.

i mean, aren't we, singaporeans all just so ignorant and spoilt? you're no exception, sir!

we can go about our daily lives, complaining that the toilet is dirty, that the weather is hot, that we're hungry, that the internet hung, that the computer's spoilt...

yet, these victims don't even have basic facilities! like a home, like proper food, like a toilet?

children can have their legs and arms cut off so they can be rescued, and still be grateful. and still say ‘要勇敢' to fellow victims.

if a singaporean teen were to have their limbs cut off to be saved, my hypothesis would be that they'd curse and swear! 'why not leave me there, you bloody motherf***er?! damn you. go die lah knn! @#^#!*#%(#&^!)(@%!$^@%$#^$^@#%$' they would probably say.

then again i could be wrong.

but you know, that just shows how spoilt we singaporeans are! VERY! we're so spoilt, youths have found it 'ok' to cuss and swear at teachers. how about i cuss and swear at you?! see if you like it...

but that's a whole other matter.

i'm really appalled at our behaviour, and my own sometimes. this is one of those times, when the suffering of others reminds me just how lucky we are to live in a safe country. but we can complain that 'my phone's spoilt.'

yes, this is a contraversal issue. yes, you might me angry that i'm maligning you. yes, i disapprove of our behaviour.

are you proud of how you act, though?? i'm not.

ok, look. i'm not saying that i'm a samatarian or anything, i'm just saying that the least we could do is be grateful for a good life, learn to appreciate things and not be so bratty. of course there are some idiots like some people who will never change. (: i have nothing to say to dickheads like them. they can go on to live their worthless lives for all i care. they've got zero future except with each other. how sweet.

'umbrella by justapanda, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-05-22T20:45:00.003+08:00

oh golly.

david....

cook won. D:

i was banking on archuleta winning, but well. i guess both of them deserved it,we're all just spoilt for choice, aye?

vocally, archuleta is surely better, but i guess david cook has more of the 'it' factor, aye? and a more modern voice, i guess.

i just feel so bad for archuleta!): he's such a sweet,sincere dude. dry wit, they say he has...

ohwell. here's the crowning moment...

my 2 personal fave songs done by each.

Dream Big from David COOK

you were expecting it, i bet! Imagine from David ARCHULETA

tell me who you think's better, aye?

2008-05-22T17:28:00.002+08:00

sick today.

yeah, i lost alot of my voice when i woke up, so i went through the day not talking or any of the sort.

how amazing, considering how talkative i am, aye?

the doctor noted that i seem to lose my voice on a monthly basis. hah! quite an amusing piece of information there.

anyway, so i didn't go to school and didn't go pulau ubin.

teehee!

not a bad thing. :D today's a mighty hot day, i say.

ok. so i went to the doctor, napped, had lunch, watched tv, played ds, played computer.

not bad! :D

oh! i was trying to catch zapdos today. i can't believe that despite using 30 ultra balls and 2 great balls, i still failed in catching it. =.= damn.

AH! what time is the ptc tml?

i lost the damn paper. no one's replying me.

btw, this post was written from the time shown till 8.30pm so far.

dammit! msn won't open. so i can't ask more people.

WHY IS EVERYTHING SO AGAINST ME?!

i just feel like going to these idiot's homes and stuffing their phones down their throats! can ask me do something for them, but won't reply? WHY?

phew.

that aside, i read the story 'i believe you' recommended by zhiqing.

never cried reading a story before but i cried a little reading it.

it's super sweet. should read it.

CLICK!

it only has chaps 1-11, there. go search for 12-20 on google, real easy to find.

the writing's not perfect, but the plot's really nice.

oh well.

i shall go catch up on american idol finals!

'marypoppins by superglue, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-05-21T21:38:00.003+08:00

i was watching american idol's finale today, and was absolutely stunned by the performances made by the 2 idols.

to me, both of them have alrdy won. (: they're both just so talented.

anyway. was feeling kinda emo today. :/ was a long, dreary day today. mostly watched movies and slacked. i wanna watch city of god!

hm. saw most of the mid year results today, i can't rmb chem so i shall tell you on friday..

i know you're dying to compare with another person, because that's how ahs students seem to be configured to be. i'm no exception.

it's probably just a security issue, aye?

anyway! going pulau ubin tml. GOOD GRAVY!

i don't wanna go?! i mean...

it's filled with mosquitoes to the brim, and the weather's absolutely disastrous! it's maddening!

besides, i'm really quite terrified of pulau ubin. :X

what choice do i have, though?

not to mention, of late my throats just been feeling really... weird. painful. stingy. achey. just, strange.

i'd love to have had gone to a doctor, cos i have this really bad gut feeling that i've had a throat infection, and i gotta keep it in tip top condition!

but, well. i was worried that i'd go to the doctor to find that there's nothing wrong. so i decided it's best NOT to go to the doctor.

oh! david archuleta sang a song called 'imagine' by john lennon for the finale. i was bowled over by his rendition! it's... flawless. his voice is just so clear-cut, so sincere. gives me goosebumps listening to it. esp the last 2 words he sings 'as one'... gosh, just... jaw droppingly perfect. was what really won it, for me.

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today...

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

honestly, i think this song has kinda ironic lyrics, i mean considering that if they're no religion... you know, wouldn't people be more violent? no hunger with no possessions? of course... everyone'd have had starved by then. =.= oh well. my own pov.

i have no idea who'll win, though.

hope i survive tml! D:

'imagine br ~dchamacho, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-05-19T21:43:00.002+08:00

hellobellows, my lovely followers!

happy vesak day!

anyways. spent the day at lovely vivo city, but didn't buy anything. D: so i must go shopping for my dress in the hols! HOORAH! my mum gave me a budget, so i plan to spend little on the dress and buy bundles of other stuffies. yay!

i only bought candy at candy empire throughout those long hours of shopping though! T^T so sad, aye?

i must go new urban male one day.

and i wonder why they call it new urban male?

new=new. urban=city. male=more stupid species of the homosapiens

why not new urban FEmale. yes, because females are far more superior.

why? because! you ought to look at the number of girls in good schools compared to guy schools! girl schools are always better than guy schools academically, and girls look better in skirts AND pants. face it! girls are the more superior species!

you've never seen a girl bump into a glass door, have you?

i've seen plenty of guys do that, and have had a magnificient laugh about it. *GUFFAWS*

plus! we can walk in flats AND 6-inch heels. have a guy try to wear a pair of 6-inch heels and watch them crumble to their feet.

literally!

sure, they can lift weights and all, but why lift weights and bare brawn when you can simply get a machine to do it for you? why, that's what they've been built for, yes?

but, one must give credit where its due.

many inventions have been invented by males, the few, rare, highly intelligent ones.

but, girls have so much to deal with, why invent when we can rely on them to do our bidding?

i mean, you're never gonna see a girl carrying a guy's haversack, are you? of course not! unless that guy has his 2 legs chopped off, or has fainted, otherwise that, will never happen.

this is proof that we are superior! we get guys to do things for us! we get them to carry our bags, drive us around, buy us dinner, fix our computers etcetcetc.

why? because we, are simply smarter. we, choose to do more productive things than show off our brawn.

like shopping. :D

and i rest my case, on why females are better. we just are.

don't argue, lowly males... for you'd lose the fight, given your lack of intellectual ability.

hah! i'm kidding on their lack for intellectual ability, but you get my point.

guys are good in terms of physical ability, so you can't say i'm a total feminist. i admire guys for what it's worth!

looks is one good thing to admire. ;D

anyway. i've gotta start on a diet.

'balloons by liz2e, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-05-15T21:47:00.002+08:00

ok, i rewatched sweet november today.

i actually watched it once in sec 1. i thought it was sad, but you know... that was it i guess.

watching it now, i really cried alot. alot more that watching a walk to remember.

why? i alrdy knew the plot, what was gonna happen...

i guess i gained a new insight on everything, together with a new sense of compassion. and girlyness. =.= lol.

this movie, to me is 10 times nicer than a walk to remember. i guess this one's more bittersweet, and sadder.

yep.

anyway, i guess today was a depressing day.

i got my amath paper back. lousy good for nothing a2. D: seemed like everyone else got a stupid a1! so disappointed.

failed my ying yong wen. yeah, yeah, laugh at me all you want, you idiot. go ahead, soak in that stinky bath of so called glory of yours, you low lifed ingrates.

i got a 38/50 for elec. history. not that great, was hoping for a 40. cos i need it to pull my social studies up.

english paper 2 was disappointing. i got a b4. 31/50. talk about genius. gosh...

i'm scared shitless over emath. i'm worried about english paper 1. terrified about social studies, and reasonably concerned about english lit. am i a worry wart? nope, i'm just a person with high standards.

no more will i be satisfied with a meagre 'pass', because that's bull! who'd want just a pass? only FAILURES. i'm not one of those people, and won't rest till i get that a1 and all its happy glory.

till then, i'm no happy camper.

anyway i'm going with nicole to vivo tml. haha. i hope i see stuff i like. then i'll indulge in shopping and temporarily forget all my horrid troubles.

switchfoot's 'dare you to move' is a beautiful song, btw.

Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next?
What happens next?

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before

Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
The tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened before

'anotherrainbow by littleblackumbr, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-05-14T22:56:00.002+08:00

i watched a walk to remember today!

IT'S SO SAD! D: darned it. even though nicole spoilt the end for me, i still cried. T^T the storyline's awesome, and i wanna read the book.

reminds me of sweet november.

and there're so many things i wanna watch!

desperate housewives, the o.c, one tree hill, antm...

ok not that many, but still! alotta seasons, right there.

anyway, i think that YOU should watch this movie, because it'll enlighten your sad, sad soul. =.= i'm kidding, but you should watch it.

golly i'm sleepy.

livejournal's confusing. i changed blogskin, in case you didn't realise, and...OH!

I'M VERY HAPPY, WELL SORTA.

i got 73 for bio and 74 for chem.

DOESN'T THAT CALL FOR CELEBRATION?

sure, they aren't a1s (which i reaaaally was banking on.D:) but i can't complain! haha esp since hardly any effort was put in.

but i will no longer be happy with a 'pass',because that's not gonna be enough, and it never will be. it's kinda late to maintain that sorta mentality, but it's a healthy one, none the less.

i suuuure hope i don't fail emath. *crosses fingers* i want a good grade for emath. even though i didnt even do the pass year paper, only because i thought that there wasn't any. ><

back to happier matters. well, not so... but. aw you should get my point.

cry by mandy moore's one of the songs for a walk to remember. it's a nice song, really the lyrics are super pretty. and suited for the storyline.

i just think that the video's a bit strange. i mean, what's with mandy's strange wave like hand motions? it's not nice! and HOW IN THE WORLD, CAN AN IMAGE OF HER FLASH IN THE SKY???!!!! that's just so cheesy. imagine this...
'aw i'm so sad, let's look at the...what the heck is that my dead wife in the skies?!'
=.= overall, the music video looks like some loser video, but the song itself is very nice. no justice done to it, at all!

how depressing...oh wells.

'theredumbrella by larafairie, deviantart'
*yes,i notice that she's wearing skinnies*

toodles!

2008-05-13T19:46:00.005+08:00

YAY.

MYE'S are o-v-e-r. over! WAHAHA. finally! i've been waiting for this for SUCH a long time, it'd seem like the span of my short almost 15 year old life, which is actually quite long. theoratically, at least. no, not theoratically long, but i mean, the span of which i waited for this SEEMED like so long, hence it is just a theoratical sorta thing.

don't get it? i never expected you to.

anyway, today was an OK day, though emath was very screwed and chinese wasn't that bad but still quite bad. i don't think my studying went to waste, so hoorah to that. HOORAH! O.o

ok. soooo~ i went out with WENXI dearest today, you mr./ms anglican high person wouldn't know her because she hails from the almighty sailorman school, MGS. yessiree, i do have contact with people smarter than you. lol. let's drink to that.

drink water, mind you.

righty ho. i went to bugis to meet her, sadly her school ended later so i spent a good long time strolling around.

then i went to buy chewy juniors, horrid cheeseballs*yech* and lumont marshmallows. hah. sinful, yes.
wenxi's crepe. strawberries with chocolate sauce, vanilla icecream and fresh cream!

mine...it's peaches with vanilla icecream and fresh cream. tastes SUPER.

haha her last bite.

my newly emptied wrap. ;D

cute little restaurant we spotted with giant cookie monster and elmo dining. haha.

ADVENTURES OF TRICIA IN...
EATING MCGRIDDLES.
i've been wanting to eat mcgriddles for the longest time, and finally did on monday. experience was exciting, and i recorded it on camera.

SO EXCITING! can't wait to unravel it... smells good....

OOOOH! THE CHEESE LOOKS GOOD. mmm.... maple syrup...

so a brief review. it's good on the whole, the patties/bread taste like hotcakes with a lot of maple syrup. tastes different for sure, very sweet. not for you if you hate maple syrup.

ANYWAY...

ruiling was complaining that i didn't blog about my adventures and said i was being lazy again.

however, i can't blog about smores, because i forgot to take pics that last time i made them, and i've run out of wafers. it'll be done, once those wafers come.

so. i shall blog about part 2, of my wondrous adventures.

my detest and irritation with profanities.

i dunno what's wrong with the youth cough*ahs students*cough but somehow, everyone enjoys using the word f***. i don't deny, i do say that word, but i don't like it, and have cut down ALOT since my more vulgar days, so unless you *yes you* start cutting down, don't you dare say anything about me. are we clear? of course not. considering how idiotic such people must be. i wonder how i tolerate with such imbeciles. oh well.

i don't understand, how one can punctuate a sentence with so many f***s. i heard someone say this once.

'oh my f***ing god, that f***ing paper was so f***ing hard lah. what the f***,i sure f***ing fail can. f***ing hell. f***ing wasted my time lah... f***....@#^&$^#&$*()&!!!!!'

ok, fine, maybe that person was angry. BUT! this use of profanities has become such a norm, that it goes with the most out of context lines.

'WAH F*** MAN! that f***ing paper was f***ing hell easy lah. f*** damn f***ing SHIOK. i'm gonna f***ing go slack luh.'

how in the world does the use of that foul word come into context? YOU'RE HAPPY!

you're whole world revolves around that word! f*** here, f*** there, f*** EVERYWHERE! i can't go to school without hearing that word at least 10 times! it leaves those shitty mouths i suppose! that must be why they like to say that shitty word!

it's so commonly used, people forget the common meaning of that horrid word!

other than the fact that it's 'taboo', the longman dictionary states that f*** means 'to have sex'. huh, funny, aye? so let's put that into these sentences spoken through the foul mouths of these shitty bastards.

'WAH SEX MAN! that sexing paper was sexing hell easy lah. sex damn sexing SHIOK. i'm gonna sexing go slack luh.'

now, doesn't that sound weird.

you know what i think? if you wanna f*** everything, you ought to go buy a pillow, go home, get a room, and f*** that all you want. you can get a vibrator if you want, i don't care... i don't wanna know about how badly you desire a good old f***. because by shouting that horrid word all the time, it must mean you show an obvious desire for good sex, right? i mean, don't tell me you use that word without realising it means sex, right?

because if that's what you're doing, you must be the biggest dumbass in the world. cursing something you don't know. for all you know, you might be cursing yourself smartie pants.

but i'm sure most of you know its meaning. so stop using it. it doesn't follow the context ok.

and maybe you're extremely agitated, and you must cuss. ok fine, but you pls, not decorate your whole passage worth of scolding with that word, because it obviously reflects on your amazing ability to find more intelligent sounding cuss words. apparently not very. because f*** sounds dumb as hell.

of course to idiots like yourself,it must sound cool as f***!

stop using that word, dammit!

i can't stand going into a room, and hearing people cuss that lousy word, when they are in no position to! their obviously in the wrong, but hey! they must always be right, cos they're the kings and queens of stupid! with such a title, must come some sort of privellage, right?

cuss all you want, it just shows how dumb, stupid, and unmannered you are.

i'm glad i realised it, and i hope you do to.

stop language abuse! you learn the language, you learn it right.

and that ends my angry post on my irritation over profanities. i don't care if you are unhappy, it's the truth and if you can't accept it, you must be dumber than i thought you were.

'balloons by jacac, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-05-11T00:48:00.002+08:00

hello!

it's uber late now! GASP! it's 12.48! my goodness.

anyway, last night had this super weird dream.

dreamt that i met stefanie sun somewhere at the pool. ah mei was with her, but she went off singing. then i went home with her on bus 331 or something. hah! met tanya chua on the way. o.O

strange, aye?

and! last night i woke up at 5.00 approx to hear heavy pellets of rain pelting my window. frightened, i woke up, and looked out of the window if any flooding had begun.

you see, this paranoia of singapore flooding began when i had a dream that i was at the beach, walking towards the pier, when i saw one submarine go really close to this ship, then a HUGE wave came up, and just crashed on the pier. thought that was it, but then another wave came. not just in that stretch, but down the WHOLE beach. like one long line, one wave after another. terrified, i ran to a suv and began driving down the ecp, the wave hot on my tail. then i called my maid to tell her to get the dogs and stand on the table. then i woke up.

last night's rain happened to be extremely heavy. i worried for about 10 minutes and went back to my slumber.

thankfully, singapore didn't get flooded. :D so i can blog here now.

went to watch IRONMAN today, it's super nice and you really must watch it. i mean, seriously.

i'm gonna go look for a guitar for my brother *the imbecile* because apparently he has a BAND?! HAH!!!!!! what a load of bull. if anybody wanted a guitarist, why get my fat, useless brother to be one? he hasn't played his guitar in like a year. =.= anyway, as i was saying, i'm going with my brother and my mom in hopes of finding a cello at where-ever they're going. apparently, it's somewhere in singapore.

mother's day today. yay! (:

on a sadder note, chinese and emath studying must begin tml! D;

i wish they didn't break the exam days up, because i just end up going out of exams mood and synch into ok-it's-time-to-have-fun-and-shop-blahblahblah mood. how inappropriate!

speaking of exams, on friday, after lit exam, some imbecile went and hid my bag+books+tupperware behind the door linking to the corridor of the hall!

HURRUMPH!

what's wrong with this idiot? i dont care who this person was, be it student, teacher or cleaner, he/she had NO right to move it! we're supposed to put our bags there, ass!

and! so far i think i wont fail anything, papers were relatively do-able. i'm scared shitless over chinese because i'm still quite clueless as to what chapters are gonna be tested.

not dead yet, though! that's the wrong mindset to attain.

anyway, i promise a very exciting topic when i come back!

THE ADVENTURES OF ME AND...

1. making smores!
2. being irritated with vulgarity
3. something!

WISH ME LUCK FOR THE EMATH AND HCL EXAMS! ;D

'bubbles by t110mas, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-05-04T21:13:00.002+08:00

hello!

i dunno what i'm doing here, i must be BONKERS.

BUT!

i did do some work today. did chinese tuition homework, and studied one chapter of chemistry. planning on studying 2 of bio after i take a shower. i finished studying social studies yesterday, and did 1 other chapter of chemistry. seems i can study, aye?

what scares me, is that i have 3 days to study for chem and history, 4 days to study for bio and lit, though lit is pretty much covered. hah! i'm amazing. here's a mental note.

9 chapters of chem, 3 done, 6 left.
5 chapters of biology, 0 done, 5 left.
2 sub chapters to study for history, 0 done, 2 subs left.
4 essays to do for lit, 3 done, 1 left.

exhilerating!

went blog-shopping today. hah! of all the times right. my god. anyway, the person selling the stuff is really very nice! i'll tell you more after i receive the items.

CLICK

anyway, amazingly life has been very exhilerating of late. some timing these moments have.

i'll update more on the adventures of tricia's life after the exams.

for once, i shall go on HIATUS until the 13th of may.

i might come online on the 11th just to spite those taking music and arts exams, and because its mothers day i'll probably be out shopping with mummy.

exciting!

wish me luck! i'll be needing ALOT of it, considering how rush hour my studying schedule thing is.

'rainbow by bellz, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-04-30T21:16:00.003+08:00

hello there!

many assholes have not been tagging, and i tell you, when i learn who you are.... YOU'RE ALL GONNA DIE.

yes you are.

anyway, paper 1s today were alright. quite happy with my english, i hope that the teachers think so too. XD can't wait to get it back.

hcl was screwed sorta. goodness knows what will happen.

anyway, if you're wondering why i'm here its not because i'm slacking, but because i'm writing my lit essays. yes, i am working reasonably hard. haha. i am actually quite the lazy bum, but well. here i am, doing work, and taking a short little break. nothing wrong, aye? breaks are necessary when studying! one might suffer an overload of homework, mind you.

oh yes. i can't wait for mye's to be over, because once that little level is over and done with, i shall SHOP! wahahaha. been saving very painfully the past few weeks. hard, it's been! but, i have saved a considerable amount.

have so much to buy and so little money still, though!

CAN'T WAIT TO MEET THE GIRLS OF MC! ;D hahahahaaaaa~

i wanna buy a beanie and make my jay chou shirt.

did i mention that i'm sick! my nose is blocked up like orchard road at peak hours on a sundat. seriously, it's so hard to breathe! NO AIR CAN GO THROUGH! it's worse that orchard road at peak hours on sunday. its like twice the number of cars, same road. or maybe thrice. i never counted.

so uncomfortable! you can't imagine my agony. T^T

i want a clear nose! a smaller one too. HAH.

danny's so cute.

jay's so shuai. aahhhhh~~~ *floats away*

have made some progress in studying and mugging and all. studied one chapter yesterday for chem. :D i'm so proud. haha. on top of all the studying for paper 1. wonder if i can cram a whole subject in a day? naaaah. not good.

speaking of which, i really should get back to lit.

'firstsnow by ivansuta, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-04-27T21:41:00.003+08:00

i have no idea why i'm such a lazy ass!

what'm i doing here? good gosh. i need someone to scream into my ear, to tell me to GET TO WORK!

i've figured out that if i don't study at all, my chances of passing everything is well, rather slim.

the good thing is that i pay attention in class, so maybe, without studying, i'd pass everything but maybe chinese and possibly chem.

amazingly,i believe i'd pass math. both.

well, either way, I LOVE MCFLY! ;D

danny's super cute and hot and everything. goofy too! i have to admit, he was hotter in his teeny bopper days. :X his voice and skills have matured alot since then, though. so yay! he's attached though, but that's good. XP

thought i'd update my top few guys list, aye?

1. JAY CHOU
2. DANNY JONES
3. JUNG YUNHO
4. KIM JUNGHOON
5. WUZUN
6. EDISON CHEN
7. SHOW LUO
8. MIKE HE
9. XIAO GUI
10. ALL THE MCFLY BOYS! hahaha. XP

i should really get to work, shouldn't i?

my throats absolutely killing me. contemplating going to the doctor cos my throat's feeling so weird.

i mean, i sound alright, but my throat feels extremely funny. really, it does...

man! everyone's being signed on early! mcfly got signed when danny was 17! I'M ALMOST 15!!! i have got to hurry up, and work hard! :/

gosh i wish the exams would be done with soon.

i wanna go to bolton.

i like tom's specs.

my phone's screwed up and i can't find a nice model at the moment, but that's alright. i'll live, unlike some people who'd absolutely die with the absence of phone speakers. *cough cough*

i actually have an ipod. not that i get the chance to use it much, though. nano's beginning to run out of space. 2.72gb left if i'm not wrong. not much.

i wish sony ericsson would hurry and design nice, fashionable phones.

maybe i should design my own phone. or i could support motorola.

hm. i think our school library is really pretty nice. i like it there, though sam and nicole don't.

throats absolutely irritating.

i think i'll go to sleep after this, and dismiss studying today.

and it'd be nice to note that i didn't study throughout the weekend.

:D
YAY!

i need that exam mood right now, because my books are being neglected.

i can't seem to be bothered, i don't know why.

OH AND HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY, WENXI! ;DDDDD
*and my brother who's 18. ><*

oh, and i think the z750i in rose pink is really pretty... but i can't seem to find it! *gasp!* and the camera pretty much sucks cos it's only 2 megapixels. :X i'm sorry to all 2 meg camera users, but you have to admit, the quality isn't good!

and before i forget, i went to pan pacific orchard for lunch today. will tell you more about it in the possible near future.

'umbrella1 by seafoodmwg, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-04-26T13:30:00.002+08:00

i've revived my love for MCFLY! :D haha danny jones is so cute, and awesome and everything. he's got such pretty blue eyes! ((: i really have to order their albums. too bad they aren't mainstream over here. :/

anyways. oral today was alright, though i think i screwed the convo. got cai lao shi which is a GOOD thing! or at least i hope it is.

hm. the speakers in my phone are spoilt. this is a good excuse to get a new phone! (: but i do like this phone. :/ stuck on what to do.

hm. i shall add danny to my fave guys list! no. 3 or 2!!! HAHA. i like danny~ his voice is very very nice and different. mcfly doesn't make mainstream pop music either, and it isn't that punkish so i guess that's why i like their music. appeals to me.

my mom refused to buy me my beloved tapioca chips and white grape with aloe vera juice. )))): so sad.

and! i'm supposed to be studying, what on EARTH am i doing here? GOOD GRAVY.

i need the exam moooood! NOW. PRONTO!!!

the heart never lies by mcfly. BEAUTIFUL SONG AND MUSIC VIDEO!

i cant stand danny's curls though. :X

'rainbowinthesky by littleblac-1, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-04-22T20:10:00.002+08:00

agm today sucked ass.

i knew it was going to be a bad day when i hit my head on the back of my bed getting up.

yes, it is confirmed, i, the law-abiding, rule-following, teacher-respecting, homework-doing, long-skirted, fringe-pinnedup-ped, high-socked student am now in the dreaded...

discipline commitee.

no surprise. guess i was expecting it, like the ramming truck it was. i dont care, ONCE A WELFAREAN, ALWAYS A WELFAREAN!

i suppose everyone was expecting me to be in, considering how well i happen to follow the rules. still a bummer. i still find it a very redundant commitee, though.

but then again, such is life, aye? i mean, other people decide things for you. the government decides your cpf etc, your boss decides your pay, the ministry decides your school, the teacher decides your grades, your parents decide how much you get for your allowance, other people are always going to decide whether or not to be your friend, and if they choose not to, they leave you squandering and walloping in an endless pool of sadness.

all you can do, is perhaps determine how they view and choose what to do, and in a sense i decided my own fate.

some reward.

i'll miss welfare!DDDDD: i might have seemed indifferent, but well. it's still very painful and hard.

we're still council as a whole, though.

well. i dont really know what else i CAN say.

makes me wish i left for I.P. i'd be happier there, i'm sure. then again, such is life.

sometimes, being different and going against the flow just comes right back and bites you in the ass. not in a good way, either.

sorry for the borderline emo post.

'becauseyousaidthat by v3nr3ve, deviantart'

toodles.

2008-04-21T19:40:00.002+08:00

haha this will be a very very short post.

I FINALLY SOLVED MY RUBIK'S CUBE! yes!!! WAHAHAHAHAA~

took me about 15mins to solve it, finished at 7.30pm, 45sec. i just wanna record this moment in history. YEAH!

i doubt i'll be able to solve it again though, because i think solving it was really, pure luck. who cares though? i solved it! XD

good gravy! mid years are approaching fast, so what should i do!!! O.O

agm tml. eeks.

uhm. no tests this week! YAY! well, so far. keeping my fingers crossed.

i finished and cleared my procrastinated homework pile!

SO MUCH TO BUY, SO LITTLE TIME & MONEY!

ho hum. that about sums this post up. lol.

'sweetlove by cisya, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-04-20T23:17:00.002+08:00

ruiling made me do 2 quizes, not at one shot but well. here i am... the procrastinator. hear me procrastinate. =.= here we go.

1.Honestly what color is your shirt?
eh. blue.

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
how much a nice sounding cello would cost and if my parents would agree to it.

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
doing this quiz?

4. Honestly, have you ever been in love ?
yes.

5. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
uhm. i didn't and haven't done my chem assignment.

6. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
i used to, but my mom cancelled it. ):

7.Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
my mom to ask her to buy some juice.

8.Honestly, are you jealous of somebody right now?
no?

9. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
when people are being idiotic.

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
nope.

11. Honestly, do you use anyone?
i hope not. myself? if not... i dunno. i use my tutors to tutor me. =.=

12. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
of course! XD

13. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't like?
i hope not.

14. Honestly, do you love someone very much?
yes!

15. Honestly, does anyone like you?
yes, or i'd be dead.

DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY

Anger Section

1. What do you do when you're mad?
eh. get angry, and produce more adrenelin. HAH.

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
brush the toilet with my bro's toothbrush. hah.

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
well, yes.

4. Do you swear when you're mad?
i cuss.

5. When was the last time you really cried?
eh. i don't know.

6. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
well it's sad, but yes.

7. What usually makes you cry?
other people crying.

8. Are you normally a happy person?
i believe it to be so.

9. Does being with your friends makes you happy?
yes. 99.999999999% of the time.

10. When people say they think you are handsome/pretty, do you get happy?
probably.

1. In two words, explain yesterday:
yesterday...ok.

2. Who made u smile today?
it's not who, it's what! :D music! and my doggies!

3. What were u doing this morning at 8?
sleeping.

4. What were u doing 15 minutes ago?
doing this quiz.

5. Something that happened to u in 1985?
was an egg.

6. Last thing someone else said to you?
"you like khong guan cookies?" *that's the only thing i can rmb.*

7. What was ur answer?
no.

8. Worst thing on television:
stupid ads.

9. What was in your e mail today?
emails.

10. How many different beverages have you drank today?
4.

11. What is ur favorite part of the day?
sleeping.

12. Your current To-do list?
buy stuff!

13. Where is ur best friend right now?
i don't call them best friends, i call them extremely good friends, because i don't think they call me their best friends, nor do i know what a best friend truely is like. but if you must know, i'd say their all at home.

14. What color is ur toothbrush?
green and white. i have 2 pink ones.

15. What are u wearing right now?
shirt and shorts.

16. Any plans for Friday night?
go home.

17. Least favorite place to shop?
ehm. none?

18. Things u bought today?
didn't go out. if it counts, i asked my mom to buy juice.

19. Last gift you received?
i don't know.

20. Who gave you that?
?

21. What made you sad today?
that last question.

22. What can make you happy?
good music and a cello.

23. Beauty is:
pretty.

24. Describe your key chain:
too many.

25. Where do u keep ur change?
wallet.

26.Are u happy with ur life?
reasonably. a smaller nose would be nice. and a taller, thinner body.

27. What are u thinking now for someone you love?
i hope he's good.

28. If someone you love forgets you and think your're disturbing to him/her then how would you feel?
sad.

29. Person u trust the most?
myself.

30. what day is it today?
sunday!

31. what are you going to do after this?
toilet.

32. Tag:
you.

[one] Tag:
you.

[two] where is your default picture taken?
by the water.

[three] what's your middle name?
pei yi? i dunno. define middle.

[four] what color do you hate most?
vomit colour.

[five] does your crush like you back?
in the future...

[six] what is your current mood?
bored.

[seven] what color underwear are you wearing?
don't probe, you crazy ass.

[eight] what makes you most happy?
good music.

[nine] look at a picture/poster inyour room, who's on it?
no poster. picture? jay.

[ten] if you could go back in time and change something, what you would change?
smaller nose, taller body, thinner body.

[eleven] if you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?
eh. don't really know. dog?

[twelve] ever had a near death experience?
i hope not.

[thirteen] something you do a lot?
breathe.

[fourteen] the song stuck in your head?
too many.

[fifteen] what is your desktop background?
JAY!

[sixteen] what are you wearing?
shirt and shorts.

[seventeen] when was the last time you cried?
i dunno.

[eighteen] have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
no. soon!

[nineteen] if you could have one super power what would it be?
ehm. power to teleport.

[twenty] what's the first thing(s) you notice about the opposite sex?
looks.

[twenty-one] what do you usually orderfrom Starbucks?
vanilla frappe.

[twenty-two] what's your biggest secret
not telling, crazy ass.

[twenty-three] favorite color?
pink, gold, green. it's a tie! *gasp*

[twenty-four] is it sunny or raining?
it's dark.

[twenty-five] do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
yes.

[twenty-six] what are you eating or drinking at the moment
i just drank some water.

[twenty-seven] do you speak any other language?
mandarin and small bits of hokkien, but that's a dialogue.

[twenty-eight] what's your favorite smell?
smell of talent. not b.o.

[twenty-nine] if you could describe your life in one word what would it be?
reasonable.

[thirty] when was the last time you received a hug?
no clue.

[thirty-one] have you ever kissed in the rain?
no.

[thirty-two] what/who are you thinking about right now?
about cellos, their price and how irritating this quiz is getting.

[thirty-three] what should you be doing?
Sleeping or studying.

[thirty-four] what was the last thing that made you upset/angry?
eh. this quiz.

[thirty-five] how often do you laugh?
often.

[thirty-six] do you like working in the yard?
yard? garden, you mean.

[thirty-seven] if you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
chou.

[thirty-eight] do you act differently around your crush/significant other?
i hope not.

[thirty-nine] name one song that reminds you of an ex?
nome.

[forty] who was the last person to make you cry?
i dunno.

NEXT QUIZ.

Random quizes...
1.What is your favourite colour?
- pink, gold and green.

2.What is your wallet like?
- glittery.

3.When did you last write a letter? To whom?
- just now. gong han to the mrt company.

4.What is your pencil box like?
- stripey.

5.What is your water bottle like?
- too many. i have one cinamoroll one. :D

6.What are you thinking of now?
- cellos.

7.Use an alarm?
- yes and it's super loud.

8.How many songs are there in your itunes?
- lemme check. 1127.

9.Are you happy?
- borderline.

10.Optimistic or Pessimistic?
- depends.

11.Have a boyfriend?
- nome.

12.Crazy or boring?
- crazy,sometimes boring.

13.Sins?
- too many.

14.Describe your room
- green.

15.Handphone?
- K850i i think.

16.Fashion style
- reasonable.

17.Wild?
- i hope not.

18.Do you wear spectacles?
- yes.

19.Bored?
- yes.

20.Random?
- you or me?

21.Math or Language?
- language! MATH SUCKS ASS.

22.English or Chinese?
- both are cool.

23. Arts or Sciences?
- arts handsdown

24. Chocolate or sweets?
- both.

25. What did you have for dinner?
- pizza! :D

26. What's playing now?
- itunes? when you wish upon a star

27. Fanfics?
- read before, written before.

28. Books?
- i hardly ever finish the book.

29. TV?
- loved!

30. Computer?
- loved!

31. Music?
- i'd say i live for music. (:

32. Been living under a rock?
- if i did, i'd be squashed. hah! no. i live in a house.

33. Favourite artises?
- JAY CHOU!

34. Sleepy?
- yes.

35. Healthy?
- let's hope and pray.

36. Anything you want to say
- i want too much!

37. What does the number 37 mean to you?
- uhm, when you're 37 you're old.

38. What about 38?
- you're older?

39. The quiz is ending, how do you feel?
- yay.

40. Any quotes you want to share?
- nome.

People who should and must do this quiz!
you!

FINALLY DONE! yay.

2008-04-20T22:08:00.003+08:00

was watching crime watch just now. there was this pedophile who touched little boys in public toilets.

got totally grossed out!

what i find even weirder, is that the boys who got molested
1) found nothing strange about going to the same toilet together
2) was not weirded out by someone asking them to take off their clothes
3) was not weirded out by an OLD MAN touching them
4) seemed happy about stripping for him
5) found nothing strange about him video taping it in a toilet

i mean, wouldnt it be weird? someone asking you to strip, much less touch you?! when i was a kid, i refused to let anyone bathe me! i'm serious! i thought it was sick! unless you're talking about when i was 1-4 years old, then that would be inevitable.

one other thing i was wondering about, was how these kids could seem so happy! i mean, with all the media influences, you'd think they'd know, right!

and! i don't know why, but these pedophiles...are they gay?! i mean, it's not like they don't have their own man genitals! these kids dont even have developed genitals, so why they hell are they so intrigued by these? it's so sick and disgusting, good gravy. if they were to prey on little GIRLS ok, fine, you're a pedophile who seems slightly normal. but why prey on little BOYS?! unless you're gay, but these pedophiles don't seem gay to me!

either way, pedophiles, are sick, disgusting, twisted people.

i do mean micheal jackson. goodness. never never land? never never go land sounds more like it.

sick people these people be.

oh! and i read this article on teenage i think. the dear kelly column. *searches mag* then i came across this...

'DAD HAS SEX WITH DAUGTHER'

i won't go into the details, cos its so sick... but what they did! GOODNESS. this girl did it in front of a friend?! WHAT?!

it's bad enough that she 'doesn't regret, enjoys and asks for more sex' with her dad, but in front of her friend?! apparently, she 'went to change in her bra and a g-string, sat on her dad's leg and he fondled her as we were talking' 'the dad sat in front of me[writer] and began masturbating'

that's just disgusting. i feel so sorry for her friend.

it's like she was watching porn...live! even with the drama and foreplay. amazing. i'd be emotionally scarred for life if i had to watch something like that.

i mean, how in the world, could someone have sex with their own child? their own flesh and blood? their own product? their own dna? IT'S NOT EVEN PROTECTED SEX! what happened to fatherly love? it just became to sexual love? this girl has absolutely ZERO sense of intergrity for herself, and her family! unspeakable actions this be.

how twisted is our world?

having sex/fondling with little children... having sex with your own children...video taping everything... ew.

i'm glad i live normal home.

anyways. today was a boring day, spent most of today surfing the tv. ate the chicken bonanza pizza just now, think it's pretty nice. you should try it! :D good pizza. just rmb to take out the onions. ;)

i think 'are you smarter than a 5th grader' is a cool show. questions asked are SO easy, except for those about u.s cos i don't live there nor study u.s history. i should go on that show. i'd be so rich. PLUS i have those cheats too. XP haha.

i'm crazy about this song! the fact that it's acapella is awesome too! (: i absolutely adore boy bands singing acapella, because the way they just blend all their pitches together is so nice! jesse mccartney's version is nice too! :D

and i think jesse's really very goodlooking. (: haha. esp when he was younger, like in this vid. XD

i like his hair in this vid! wahahah~ it's a bit crazy how all girls would take notice of him, considering he isn't famous in this vid. and his eye colour is really very hot. oh well.

'autumnishere by darkmanbythed., deviantart'

toodles!

2008-04-19T22:29:00.002+08:00

i'm procrastinating doing that rant, so please just wait.

anyway. i went to watch forbidden kingdom today. i guess it was alright. but i tend to go soft and less critical for movies. as long as its entertaining.

fighting sequences were well filmed, esp the fight between jet and jackie. that scene was cool. storyline kinda whacked though.

nvm that.

i bought a shirt today!

AND FOUND OUT! that the bigbird plushie is $36. it's so very expensive! ):

darned it. what a way to make me feel bummed. aw.

and i couldn't find any cellos at yamaha! damn. i want a cello!

OH YEAH! i'm very happy that i won't have to take olevel music to qualify for alevel music. all i need is a grade 6 in theory.

maybe i should skip a grade, aye?

also found out that 台大 doesn't have any courses for english or english literature or journalism. o.o some 'best uni', but nvm that. i can take musicology, no problemo. :DDDD

yay! i'm so forward looking. hahahah~ i'd make a good government. o.O

lol.

ho hum. i'm so lazy today, if not i'd make a buncha fun, editted photo sequences! too bad for you.

so sleepy. i want a daisy rock guitar too. HAH. thankew to mr. kevin for intro-ing to me. ;D yay.

well, i want that big bird plushie, a ripcurl bag i saw today, CELLO and daisy rock guitar.

my mom agreed to my taking up of a new instrument for my musical future, BUT she said i have to reschedule everything and make time. that means.... less cca. D: what should i do?! i know its wrong to not go for cca...

but we're talking about something that i truly have a passion in! more than softball by a hundred, zillion, trillion, billion, million, 9 thousand, 9 hundred, 9ty and 9ty9 times more!!!!!!!!

i mean, i've been playing musical instruments since before i can remember! not that i ever mastered them then, but you get my point.

this is something, i'm really very serious about!

i want to learn to play the cello!

arghs. oh well.

'musicwasmyfirstlove by xemotear, deviantart'

toodles.

2008-04-18T23:26:00.002+08:00

well. i just don't seem to understand, how i can have a number of people visiting, but no one tagging.

so, i've decided to break in down to the maths.

(no interest in reading)=(no tagging)
(no warning)=(no tagging)
therefore,
warning=tagging
interest in reading=tagging

ok. so maybe, i should blog about 'cool, in and hip' things. like? well. i think that... uhm... our school has bunches and bundles of strange, eccentric people. gossipy? most indeedy. no the cool and in and hip, is checked. =.=

lol.

i like big bird and cookie monster btw.

so. here's the warning.

TAG OR DIE YOU INGRATES.

sadly, my blogger account disallows me from changing the font and colour of words. woe is me.

so, today, after school was the photoshoot. and i very intelligently forgot to bring my jersey.

spent an hour taking the photos in the beating sun, and i thought i was about to melt. good gravy. thankfully, we got out of the sun and i was prespiring like a dog. not that they do that, they pant. but you get the idea.

sooo~ ruiling, yilin and i went to bugis thereafter!

i'm so lazy to edit the pics and upload and all, but i shall be hardworking today and give you some pleasure in viewing my very interesting life. not that many are reading, i think.

ok. so we went to eat at yoshinoya, then went over to lumont to buy marshmallow chocs. they are damn NICE. haha. good chocolate.

fattening too. D:

so, we went over to take 大头贴. the machine we used was really quite sucky. the pictures weren't that great. D: wasted money!!!! T^T but pics were funny. HAH. panda. reminds me of my fat panda.

then, went to scour for those voodoo doll things. got super cute ones around bugis village. is it called that? i dunno. the pushcarts!

$8.90! SO EXPENSIVE! but. it is very cute. hahaa~ once again i'm the odd one out. rui and yi got black ones and i got a brown one. still. VERY CUTE!

AND WE SAW SUPER SUPER CUTE COOKIE MONSTER AND BIG BIRD PLUSHIES AT ACTION CITY. THEY ARE SO CUTE! I LIKE BIG BIRD! WILL SOMEONE PLEASE GET THEM FOR ME? HAHA.

a little bit random, aye.

but i really would like for someone to give it to me! :X cos i'm so broke now. T^T wish i took a pic of it. must go bugis or any action city outlet ASAP!

over at yoshinoya!

rui kept taking candids so i took one of her XD

gay looking horses. interesting though!

rui's voodoo rabbit looking thingy.

all of ours! mine's the brown one.

disgusting sausage found in the plants. ew.

random but this tastes SUPER NICE. fyi, not bought at bugis. ;D

my goodness! EXAMS ARE COMING!

I WANT THAT BIGBIRD!

'mountainswing by icondigital,deviantart'

TOODLES!

2008-04-15T21:09:00.002+08:00

life's been kinda up and down of late.

i passed my piano exam. god. i don't know how to say how happy i am about that. it makes life alot happier, really. it does. brightens everything up.

just need to get my theory together, and off i go.

well. school's not been any better. boring, boring life.

i hate the people in my school. such obnoxious, ignorant, arrogant, idiotic, ingrates. i can't stand it. why is it that no one seems to have any dignity? why is it that no one can be... i dunno. not so idiotic? i can't describe my detest for the majority of our school! all such...horrid people.

or maybe it's just the way singaporeans are. perhaps i'm oblivious to how all singaporeans act. it's so horrifying, how such a huge majority of our student population is acting.

i might or might not be talking about you. hoorah. go ahead, spam me, putting blank anonymous names. that's what all of you do, don't think i dont know. my blog's dead enough as it is.

amazing how angry i seem, yes?

my throat hurts like heck. some food got stuck up there. i fear it will later infect my throat or whatever because i worry it will never go.good god.

have a ting xie tml. if we fail, we'll get green forms. i better go study despite my tire.

'titanic by tomasNY,deviantart'

toodles.

2008-04-10T22:46:00.002+08:00

i'm so tired of late.

school's just been getting harder and harder to cope with. everything's about deadlines. deadlines. deadlines. i'm dead on the line, thank you very much.

all the relationships are tiring too. i never understand. what the hell i did to deserve this treatment! did i say something wrong? do you people really hate me?!

man. i sound like some emo deadringer.

there we go again. dead. why do i keep typing that word? it's not even intentional. but no, i'm not harbouring suicide thoughts, thankew very much.

and sometimes. i really hate you all.

but upper sec life is seriously, very hard to cope with. i wonder when i'm going to crack under pressure. i just need a break. from school. from you people. from being ignored all the time. from being left out all the time. i need sleep.

thank goodness for mindchamps. :D it's one thing i really look forward to, cos its so fun and i know all the friends i make there won't fault me. they're good friends. ((: i'm sad its ending alrdy though. we'll go out again though! :DDDD haha~

if only i could run away from it all.

damn it. chem test tml. *faints*

i'll go sleep. can't study. too tired. wish me luck.

though i know you wont.

'untitledsunset by littlemewhatever, deviantart'

toodles.

2008-04-06T21:44:00.004+08:00

omg. when i go to australia, i'm so going to buy alot of roxy stuff. WAHAHAHAA~

now i wanna go to hot, sunny australia at the end of the year. wee~

my god. i hate my modem. so damn slow. =.=

AND! will whoever visits my blog please TAG? why won't my visitors tag? do they think i'll shout at them for tagging?

*scenario*
person: *lifts finger to type on tagboard*
tricia: WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING! STOP THAT!
person: ah! *runs away*
*end scenario*

if that's what you think is going to happen, you are so dillusional! IT'S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN. rather i will scream at you for not tagging. tag, please!!!!! T^T

and ahh~ i want all these things. would someone get them for me??? X/

guitars. i like the last 2 the most. they're the same.

pianos. both are so pretty!

too bad i couldn't find a hello kitty cello. lol. i'd be shocked if i did though.

i want!

2008-04-06T09:28:00.002+08:00

ahh~ nono... i'm too lazy to do that rant now. it will equate to loading pics online. loading pics is such a bitch! D:

but since i'm so bored, i shall do the 100 questions test rui got me to do. o.o

Top 10 boys:
1. JAY CHOU
2. Jung Yunho
3. Kim Junghoon
4. Wuzun
5. Edison Chen
6. Show Luo
7. Xiao Gui (Alien?!o.O)
8. eh.
9. i
10.dunno

1) Full name?
Tricia Chiew Pei Yi

2) Male/Female
Female

3) Were you named after anyone?
i was named after myself. -.-

4) Does your name mean anything?
well, uh... i don't know.

5) Nickname(s)?
(:

6) What do you think you look like?
tricia

7) Date of birth?
3 june 1993

8) Place of birth and current location?
east shore hospital, singapore.

9) Nationality?
Chinese.

10) Astrology sign?
Gemini.

11) Chinese astrology sign?
Chicken/rooster

12) Religion?
Buddhist.

13) What's your favorite smell?
the smell of talent! ;D

14) Political Position?
do you mean who i support?

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
water.

16) Hair + eye color?
black, brown. i don't think anyone can have completely black eyes...maybe L.

17) Do you look like anyone famous?
TRICIA CHIEW PEI YI! wahahahahha

18) What do you look like?
you asked that alrdy.

19) Any unusual talents?
my tongue is super talented! ;D and i am talented in music! WAHAHAA~

20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?
righty.

21) Gay, straight, bi, or other?
straight, thank you very much.

22) What do you do for a living?
soon, i'll be singing and selling albums. and holding concerts and going on variety shows in asia!

23) What do you do for fun?
play piano, play guitar, play computer....do gay quizes. XP

24) Materials to work with?
musical instruments!

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?
the cello!

26) Have you met your grandparents?
eh. yes.

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
nondesu.

28) Crush?
jay chou. :3

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?
jay, yunho, junghoon, wuzun, show luo...

30) Current worries?
that i won't fulfill my dreams. and that i'll fail monday's amath test. D:

31) Favorite online guy/girl(s)?
non!

32) Favorite place to be?
near a music instrument.

33) Least favorite place to be?
in a scary scary place.

34) Do you burn or tan?
who burns? are you mad! of course i tan.

35) Ever break a bone?
well, yes. D:

36) What is your favorite cereal?
i'm not a very cereal person.

37) Person you cry with?
me. D:

38) Any sisters?
no.

39) Any brothers?
one idiot.

40) Any pets?
bubbles, ginger and hunter! :D

41) An illness?
i think i have add. D:

42) A pager?
that was when policemen wore shorts.

43) A personal phone line?
heh.

44) A cell phone?
well yes.

45) A visible birthmark?
i don't think so. myself? lol.

46) A pool or hot tub?
Both. :D

47) A car?
too many! i want a volkswagon beetle, a dodge viper, a smart car....

48)Personality?
who doesn't.

49) Driving?
i trust i'd be a good driver. maybe a little scary.

50) Your clothing style?
alright. i hope.

51) Room?
i want to revamp my room! D:

52) What’s missing?
food in my stomach. a cello! T.T and my future contract. ;D

53) School?
boring. but alright.

54) Bed?
soft.

55) Relationship with your parent(s)?
pretty good.

56) Do you believe in yourself?
of course i do. 90% of the time. i tend to doubt others more. :X

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?
yep. (:

58) Consider yourself a good listener?
yes. i have a very good pair of ears. (:

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?
to be a famous singer.

60) Get along with your parents?
again? yes.

61) Save your e-mail conversations?
no.

62) Pray?
when i get paranoid.

63) Believe in reincarnation?
for sure.

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?
yes...

65) Like to talk on the phone?
depends. not all the time. waste of money.

66) Like to eat?
eating is my provogative. i love it.

67) Like to exercise?
yes...

68) Like to watch sports?
yes... esp if there're cute guys. XP

69) Sing in the car?
well. yes. heh.

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?
to be a singer!

71) Dream in color?
yes. who dreams in black and white? or sepia? o.O

72) Do you have nightmares?
who doesnt.

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal?
used to. sometimes.

74) What's right next to you?
air. XD

75) What's on your favorite mug?
pooh bear!

76) What's on your mouse pad?
don't own one.

77) Your favorite flavor of gum?
grape.

78) Your brand of deodorant?
eh. i use whatever smells nice.

79) Your dream honeymoon spot?
too many! my ideal would be somewhere that snows. and the shopping must be awesome.

80) Your dream husband/wife?
jay!

81) What's hiding in your closet?
i don't really want to know either.

82) Under your bed?
floor.

83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?
i shan't be biased.

84) Your bad time of the day?
depends on the day.

85) Your worst fear(s)
that i wont fulfill my dreams.

86) What's the weather like?
lemme check.

87) Your favorite time of year?
hols

88) Your favorite holiday?
everlasting.

89) A material weakness?
huh? shopping?

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like?
eh. define weird.

91) At the top of your "to do list"?
be a singer~

92) The hardest thing about growing up?
shooling. all the pressure of life. questioning your existance. being emo. puberty. waiting for my destiny....

93) A pet peeve?
stupid people. hah. i dunno too many.

94) Your scariest moment?
i dunno.

95) Your attitude about love?
love is what almost all chinese singers sing about. it's a wonderful thing.

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done?
don't probe.

97) The worst feeling in the world?
what i feel 60% of the time. i won't tell you.

98) The best feeling in the world?
feeling? love!

99) Who sent this to you?
ruiling

100) 5 people to send this test to?
you.
your friends.
somebody.
somebody else.
you decide.

DONE!

The rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named.

phew. finally done! :D haha. my com's going mad. or i should say the modem is going mad. hysterical.

hm. i made new specs. my mom finally agreed to getting me contacts this year. genevieve and peifang are going to come and make sushi later. i really should go do something productive.

i wanna watch juno! hah.

[looks tasty, eh?]
'smile by kaukaumoo, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-03-30T20:56:00.002+08:00

haha nope not today. just wait for the rant. haha! it'll be here.

one day. XP

anyways. i have SO MUCH work to do.

ss sbq, ss ESSAY O.O, study for tingxie tml, study for amath test...

SPEAKING of amath test, i haven't signed mine. how'm i gonna tell my parents my awesome marks? huh? they'll be balistic. not in a good way, either. ><

ahhh. i got a whiteboard so that i can note down everything i need to do. hah! a diary wasn't enough, i guess. lol. this thing is much bigger and easier to see. lol.

hohum. i must rmb to bring sam's gift tml. AH!

i want to start a different lifestyle.

and i have freaking confident communicator tml. daaaamn.

OMG! I FORGOT TO SEND MY SCIENCE CHRONICLES IN FOR SUBMISSION!!!!!! O.O

mrs yeo and mdm norliza are going to KILL me. and the submission date is over. i think. AH! more work. T^T

this is the saad life of tricia.

i have GOT to get to work.

the chorus of this song ROCKS! i absolutely adore the songs shin writes. the song also shows off yang zong wei's pipes quite well. very suitable for his voice. mv's kinda sad too. );

'loveralonewithoutlove by roseonthegre, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-03-25T20:25:00.002+08:00

no, not today, friends. too bad, that's me. the procrastinator.

today's been a pretty bad day. expect a long, angry rant because i've had a bad day. too bad that you're here. there's still time to run, though. go ahead, i know you're tempted to.

for a start, the day came to a bad beginning when i walked into school slightly late and was too lazy to go all the way up to class and decided to sit in the parade square. too bad for me, i was the first one there. so, i looked reasonably foolish, if you ask me. someone sitting in the middle of the parade square when there's still time. pfft.

then, the day got really really bad when i had to go to the loo to take a dump during chemistry. i had tummy aches from then on, but refused to go to the sick bay. 1. because i didn't know where it was.
2. because it'd be a little embarrassing if others realised i didn't know that.
3. i thought it was too much of a hassle to get permission to go to the sick bay.

so, i continued. yes, it was my own choice but i doubt it'd have gotten better if i lied down and slept in a strange room.

i didn't do exceptionally well for my chem test either.

then, i huddled through the day wondering when it would be time for me to collapse and die of the tummy typhoons. not a chicken like sam, but a typhoon!how painful. D:

i don't know why, but i found out that for the class show and share i'm supposed to be telling people not to scold people on their blogs.

o.O

that's absolutely contradicting for me, because i happen to think that some people really deserve tobe scolded on my blog because they asked for it. and it's my blog. like i care if you think otherwise. it's an online journal! you mean, i'm going to change how i feel to suit you? HELL NO! what am i, a saint? what's the point of having a journal if all you're going to do is praise people and not talk about your day? my goodness. you're absolutely dillusional if i'm going to be talking about this.

it's like beating myself up! i'm not that dumb. please! i won't argue with myself.

i wish deb koh would just make that small compromise to save me from feeling like i'm beating myself up! just switch the roles i mean the scripts are all drawn up.

i'll do it! i'll rewrite the damn script if i have to! i don't want to end up beating myself in front of the whole school! I'LL END UP BEING SCOLDED ON THEIR BLOGS!!!! part of my ego's at stake here!

ok. enough about that. i must've been crazy today, because i went to training and just sat there, throughout those 3 odd hours. my god. that's alot of time wasted. how dumb could i be?! coach seemed to gun me down because i was having a tummy ache! YOU WANT ME TO FALL AND DIE?! good gravy!

uuuurgh. so. now's the focal point of today's post.

ever felt like the whole world was picking on you? like they all wanted to take advantage of you? like they all thought you were the easiest person in the world to make fun of??

I MOST CERTAINLY HAVE. TOO MANY TIMES, TOO.

i've been picked on not by enemies, not by acquantances, BUT THOSE 'CLOSEST' TO ME!!

they're the ones always poking fun at what i do, making a fool out of me, and making me feel bad and hurting my huge ego. i'm always in the wrong, somehow, and i don't know why? why'm i always made to feel left out, feel bad, guilty, in the wrong, at fault, ostracized, and angry? why is it wrong for me to make fun of you? are you god? are you buddha? who are you, to hurt my ego?

WHY, YOU'RE MY FRIEND! that's why you can hurt my ego, right? that's why you can make me feel guilty, right? that's why you can do all of those things to me right? becuase you're my bloody friend! BECAUSE FRIENDS HAVE THE AUTHORITY TO LAUGH AT YOU!

is it just me, or is that downright contradicting. well, it probably is just me.

but anyway. i don't get it, why can't they ever ever ever take me seriously or LISTEN to me? why'm i always in the damn wrong?!

I DON'T GET IT! WHAT THE HELL DID I DO???????

is being myself wrong? must i change to accomodate to you? am i doing something cynical? are you any different? haven't you done anything wrong? why's it always me at fault? am i an easy target? WHY'RE MY VIEWS ALWAYS MADE FUN OF AND NEVER TAKEN SERIOUSLY?

do i joke too much? should i joke less? what am i supposed to do, because i really don't know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can someone please, tell me. what's wrong with me being myself, and why can you make fun at me for being myself? why do you people always try to make me feel bad?

even worse! you're making me feel bad UNCONSCIOUSLY!

my god.

i'm asking so many questions. i'm so frustrated, though. why? why? why????? my god. i don't understand. why can't i make fun of you, while you can make fun of me? why's it wrong for me to do what you think is right? i don't get it, anymore. i'm always at fault! no one ever seems to care about how i, their good friend feels! i'm always ignored!

it's so saddening.

i'm not pointing at you. not you, i know you feel guilty. XP so don't go scolding me saying 'I DID NOT LORH, STUPID. ANYHOW SAY LAH WAHLAU. YOU WHERE GOT DON'T HAVE.' on my tagboard. thank you. and yes, i can read your minds. it's that's so raven all over again. o.O

'why? by chocolatepuma, deviantart'

toodles.

2008-03-23T22:18:00.003+08:00

no, the crazy,long rant won't be done today.

i don't plan on sleeping late today, cos i will die tml. >< considering that i sleep at 1+am AGAIN.

i won't kill myself, desu! XP

i've given it a bit of thought, and i don't really think its nice to say your idol is yours because you might offend other crazy fans, and idols belong to themselves! so i shall stop referring to jay as my hubby, or my future hubby, even if it might be written in the stars. haha! it wouldn't be fair to anyone, and so, i shall just be his crazy fan who likes him alot. you're free to like him and craze over him too, if you want! that way, jay can earn more and have a larger fan base! YAY!

haha~ if i were a singer *when i'm a singer? heh. :X* i wouldn't like for anyone to 'claim' me, you know? i think i'd feel funny if people called me their wife. O.o

but that's fandom, ain't it?

ok so... i have an ss ws to do. WHAT IN THE WORLD AM I DOING HERE?? ARGH.

i really should be off~ doing that ws!! IT'S A GRADED ASSIGNMENT FOR GOODNESS' SAKES!

and i already feel soooo tireeedddd~ gabeebugiiii.

wow i'm starting to ramble and utter and type absolute gibberish.

*heroic voice* THIS MUST STOP!

lol. i'm having crazy streaks.

and typing oneliners. O.O *gasp!*

i MUST lose weight and go on a diet. being vegetarian would be a good way to lose weight, wouldn't it? ><

oh yes, i think dbsk has AMAZING a capella abilities! *wink!*

i also wonder what happened to rain. WHERE IS HE? he seems to have disappeared in to obscurity, non desu? or maybe i've just been oblivious to his prescence.

and off i go to do my homework!!

'ouimylove by trixypixie, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-03-22T02:42:00.002+08:00

aik! i'm positively CRAZY over dbsk and YUNHO at his point in time. much crazier aas compared to when i typed the post below. ><

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ON-OFFLINE POST HERE… [written between 21-22 march]

my gooooodness. i've been online for so long. i find it hard to believe!

i've just been watching and watching and waaatttcchhhhiiiiiiiiinnngggg forever. o.o yikes.

anyway! haha. i like dbsg! they're so shuaaai. XP rui infected me!

AND I LIKE YUNHO! HE'S HOT AS HEEEEECCCKKKK~ ahhh. rui! he doesn't belooong to yoouu~

but don't worry, i still love my hubby VERY MUCH. don't worry jay! :DD

haha anyway. yunho is really very very hot. heh. i looove his dancing! and his singing, and his looks and everything! gosh. and i realised that most of the guys i like absolutely MUST have these qualities.

sharp face, and sharp nose! :D single eyelids would be good too, but i don't mind them having double eyelids. preferably lanky~ not overly muscular but i still appreciate muscles. ;D it's be GREAT if he were tall, but i'm fine if he wasn't. just as long as he's above 170. not too tall, or i'll look like a dwarf though. o.o a dash of talent is super toooooo!

the guys i like consist of...(in no order)
♥JAY CHOU
♥YUNHO
♥WUZUN
♥JUNGHOON
♥EDISON CHEN

no, i don't hate edison chen because of the infamous scandal, so GO AWAY YOU HATER.

andandand yunho has all the qualities i like, non? wahahaha~ honestly speaking, typically, he's the type of guy i like. XP of course, i love my darling more. because he's sooo talented. and! i just like him more.

even though, i must admit he most certainly isn't the most shuai in that list, but i still love him most. i can't explain it!

but! i don't enjoy joining forums. i dunno why. maybe cos i get upset over other people saying they like certain people more and blahblahblah. irritating! don't claim the idol! but i must admit. i'm guilty of being possesive. :X shhhh....

oh yes, i realised... they tend to be older. o.o what do i mean?

jay chou: 29 this year
yunho: 22 this year BUT 2nd oldest in dbsk
wuzun: 29 this year
junghoon: 28 this year
edison chen: 28 this year

WOAH. when i marry jay i'll have to be at most, oldest 22. if not he'll be too old. :X

MY GOSH. it's 3.16am now. thank goodness i stopped clicking on those related vids on youtube and closed my youtube tab. if not i might never get to sleep. but i wanna watch yunho dance eh. >< it's so addictive.

i'm going positively mad over the song purple line. the dance is soooo hot.

i feel like ranting on the guys! D: that means later sleep, though! THERE'S SPORTS MEETING TML!!!! my goodness.

i seriously have got to go to sleep. i must attain control! ARGH.

when i become famous, i shall definetely go meet all my idols. heh. jay will be my husband, sooooo.... heh.

ahhhhh i wanna go youtube~

nvm i shall indulge in pics instead.

*runs off to gooooogle*

Ok. Seems I got cut off. Lol~ so I’m blogging offline now. Haha! Thank goodness I still have the song purple line playing on imeem. wahahaha~ looks like rui is alone online now. HAHA.

This is a really nice song though! Such an earworm.

Seriously! It’s a great song. The dance to it just makes it even more awesome.

Oh yeah, my mom got me a new watch. Did I tell you that alrdy? I’m just repeating myself, sorry.

Man it really IS very late. 3.33 alrdy.

Eek! But I keep looking at all the pics of yunho and jay and Edison and junghoon and wuzun that I have at the moment! Gosh. I’ve been gawking at them for the past 10 minutes. It’s 3.42! I better get off now. Ok I must turn off my com. D: BYEBYE HOTTIES! T.T

I must admit though, I’m not particularly crazy over wuzun or junghoon. But I dooo like them a great deal. Whatever it is, I’m going to sleep now. Byebye hotties, computer and gooood music! *sob*

I’ll see you again tml! Or should I say later. WAHAHAH.

And I promise you a rant on hotties~!

soon.

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yes, i really do promise a rant on hotties! :DDD

'titanic by deviousdouglas, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-03-21T22:00:00.002+08:00

hello there!

i didn't get to go for class outing today so was pretty pissed with my mom.

then she made it up when she asked if i had a watch and offered to buy me one. despite the crazy price. i should've gotten a more expensive one. :X ok i'm kidding!

oh! and i bought my booooots! yay! NIKE IN GOLD. wahahahhaaaa~ finally. i hope my socks will finally see dry days. ;D yeah!

anyway, i'm going to urge everyone here to join me, and BOYCOTT KFC. i admit, it's hard to resist them because i love their cheesefries soooo much, but... their treatment of their chickens is beyond terrible. their tortured from the very day their born.

Watch more videos at KentuckyFriedCruelty.com.

i'm also going to boycott donna karen, because i happen to know she uses real fur, despite peta asking her to join ck, tommy hilfiger etc in stopping to use fur in their designs. this was a hard decision for me to make, because i was a fan of donnakaren's. no more! i despise such people.

i might even go vegan! that's going to take ALOTx100000000000 because i hate veg. :/ and that means no more of almost all of my fave foods. )):

but i must perservere!

a one man effort can equate to one less chicken dying and being tortured. a one man effort can lead to less animals being tortured for their skin.

i'm going to be one of those one people efforts, and i sincerely hope you'll join me.

you can help to, just by researching various websites (peta is a good organisation to start with) and joining them, just by giving them your support and sending letters to various companies to urge them to stop it. you can also help by boycotting such products and companies. don't buy products that use animal testing! it's absolutely cruel to make animals die so that we won't.

'withthesehands by durantenduring, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-03-17T22:51:00.003+08:00

oh gosh.

first day of school today. have work to do. don't have much to say but you absolutely must pay attention to what is going on in this messed up world.

Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org

this video contains unbelievably sick, twisted, disgusting, mortifying and explicit content. but you need to watch the first three seconds or so. i mean it. i can't believe i've been oblivious to such treatment for so long, and perhaps, you have been too. stop furtrade.

these animals, are skinned ALIVE. YES ALIVE. i'm not kidding with you. they are thrown onto the floor countless times, and skinned. the people hang these animals from their legs, and start from there. after that, they throw the SKINLESS, COLD, SOMETIMES, EVEN ALIVE ANIMALS ASIDE. they are left to die, where-ever they are. those that don't die, might go into a crazy frenzy. be aware of the cruelty to these animals.

i can't believe that these people can be so inhumane. someone should go throw them on the ground and skin them alive. i thought slave torture and dolphin killings were painful. this is worse. you're skinned alive.

don't buy fur, cos you may never know where it comes from. even PUPPIES and stray dogs are skinned alive. i'm serious about this. go to this webbie for more info.

help!

if i haven't sent you the email on the protest of such torture yet, do tell me... save those that still have a chance!!!STOP THE TORTURE, AND INHUMANITY.

it just disgusts me that such people can live with what their doing. its worse than terrorists bombing countries. this is torture.

toodles.

2008-03-16T14:23:00.003+08:00

hello! i went shopping yesterday. :D i bought 2 tops and alot of CINAMOROLL stuff. YAY.

but i have sooo much homework left to finish up. omg. i'm crazy.

and to think i want to go out to tampines to check out that converse sale THEN go cut my hair. i must be maaaaad.

here's the list of done, undone work... to motivate you procrastinators, to remind myself i've not done tons of work, to tell you miss/mr procrastinator that you're not alone, and to tell you that there's actually someone worse off than you who can still think about shopping and you really should calm down.

that was a mouthful... those in bold are due tml, in red due on tuesday, the rest... well. who knows.

[X] amath heymath
[X] amath exercise
[X] emath exercise
[X] bio tys
[ ] bio elearning ws(i have no idea how to do it)
[ ] elit essay
[ ] 作业
[X] 报章读后感
[ ] history 2 sbq
[ ] ss ws

i'm dead aren't i. thankyou.

we have to do some preparation for enterprise week thingy too. and show and share. what the hell. sometimes i hate zoos cos they're so evil. even when they mean well. imagine being locked up.

well i kinda am. by school and homework... and age.

ok i better go work on something. i'll do that essay tonight. GOD i hate lit essays. T.T

'chainedlife by aaronkor, deviantart'

toodles.

2008-03-14T20:19:00.002+08:00

helloooo~

well, i was supposed to have had finished all my homework by today. too bad i started to slack off. :X

looks like the procrastinator which is me will need to rush through the weekend AGAIN. darned. :/

oh wells. i'll try to salvage the situation by doing my chinese later on.

anyway. had internal presidential election today. haha. i wonder who'll be chosen. but the process is so inconvenient and loooong. first the internal elections, then the sec 4s and teachers i/c will interview and go through, then the entire staff will go through, THEN the entire SCHOOL will vote and we'll have the official presidential election. lol. but i wonder how they tally up the scores. there're SO MANY pieces of paper. o.o what a crazy process.

ooh. i want to shop. have i told you that alrdy? well, i've decided to showcase some VERY nice clothes today. haha.

TOPSHOP!!! :D
haha i'm crazy over frills, big bows, graphic tees, checks and motiff tees at the moment. ;D
FRILLS:

big bows:

checks:

graphics:

small bows?:

waistcoats(i still like them!:D):

and that's it with TOPSHOP! now for...
DOROTHY PERKINS:D
BIGBOWS!:

GRAPHIC TEEEEES!! :DD

motiff tees!(so nice, right?!)

tunic:

it's time for FOREVER 21:
bigbows:

hoodie:

motiff:

graphic:

frills:

tunic:

ok. god. don't you feel like shopping? i sure do. what an ironic moment right now. *pause*
i'm SUPPOSED to go shopping tml. i wonder.

well, if you haven't noticed i don't seem as happy as i did at the start of the post. don't bother asking. cos i'll probably punch you if you do.

i'm just... disappointed at this point.

go away.

'myheartshidingplace by orangetopatos, deviantart'

toodles.

2008-03-12T23:12:00.002+08:00

hm. training today was pretty... ah. well.

my whole sock got soaked. =.= darned.

anyway after that went to airport with nicole to see yoyo. went to t3. couldn't find her. damn.

who knew, she was actually at t1. O.O what the heck. should've gone to t1 as planned instead of being a lazy bum. dangnabit.

anyway, after that went to eat SWENSENS only after much deliberation though. swensens is NICE! cheesesticks are super cheesy. yay! i love the executive lunch too!!! FREE ICECREAM AND SOUP! :D

dumdeedoo. then we went to minitoons where i got this super cute baseball clip. (: then went to get my BELOVED JELLYBEANS.

on the way there nicole deliberated on what'd happen if mas selamat were caught. it went SOMETHING like this.

nicole:OH SHIT!
tricia:huh?
nicole: nooo~ i was thinking if mas selamat were caught must write zuo wen!!!
tricia:O.O
nicole: those type on your gan xiang blah blah blah
tricia: uhm. ok?

haha! how inquisitive of her.

ohoh. zhiqing tagged me saying this:

my mom's getting me black skinny jeans too, lol. just wear it la, who cares if everyone is wearing it lol

by no means do i mean this as a personal attack on zhiqing.

i just feel it extremely important to make my stand on this. perhaps people did not get it. :/

first of all. black skinny jeans is ugly precisely because everyone's wearing it.

secondly, won't you feel funny wearing black skinny jeans in a sea of black skinny jeaned people?

thirdly, if you have very fat or skinny legs, skinny jeans really isn't for you. period. too skinny=unflattering. fat=even more unflattering. do you want to look like a walrus on crack? i hope not. do you want to look like an anorexic chimpanzee? i don't know. i don't really wear skinnies much for i don't think my legs are nice enough. >< i wear it mostly when i'm too uncaring to think too much.

fourth-ly(?), when you wear something, you wanna look nice. when it's OVERLY trendy, that something becomes ugly. esp if it comes in exactly the same form on everyone. even boys. doesn't that defeat the purpose?

fifth...ly?, when you wear skinnies (at all, actually) i believe you wanna stand out. but the problem is, everyone thinks like you! it's not as if you have a pair of antlers to help you stand out. that's why fall out boy's outstanding. sorta.

sixthly, do you REALLY think black skinnies are nice or are you just following everyone else? peer pressure? =.=

i believe i've made myself clear.

but hey, it's just my opinion. if you wanna do the mass fashion suicidal thing and wear black skinny jeans, be my guest.

'bubbles by lilgreenbutton,deviantart'

toodles!

2008-03-11T21:06:00.002+08:00

hellobellos! :D

went out today! was fuuun.

teehee!

went with sammabee, nicole, juwel and yilin!

apparently we were late. except for nicole and yilin, that is.

went for subway then went to gv to buy tickets to watch L: CHANGE THE WORLD.

haha it's a nice movie. L is pretty cute. not quite my type of guy though. >< his character was really cute though! hahaaa~ and not to mention wei da.

hmm. after the movie went to the ARCADE! where we played bishibashi! hahaaa! DANCING! that part was just so funny. i mean seriously. haha!

then we went to walk around and i bought a little miss shirt. o.O i know it's kinda against my 'policy' but i never found little miss tees ugly. it's just they were so popular they got ugly. but hey! that trend's dying down!! :D

but aiiicaramba. today, yilin wore the horror of horrors...

black skinny jeans. D:

and she rebonded her hair! no wonder i thought something about her was strange. other than those horrifying pair of skinny jeans. :X i'm sorry! i just hate black skinny jeans at the moment.

wait till the trend dies down! sadly, it hasnt. D:

ooh. went to the puma outlet and saw this REALLY NICE jacket. i'm going to GET IT! wahahaa. now i've a huge bunch of things to buy.

-puma bag
-minitoons bag
-puma jacket
-jay chou tee

eek. so many things. :/

ooh! i wanna go shopping somemore!!!! YAY. i promise i'm going to chiong homework soon! one's almost done, dudes!!!

aw... yoyo's going back tml. ): hope i get to see her off.

'smile by morgueprincess, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-03-10T23:39:00.002+08:00

wee! i've never actually talked about this... but here goes!

THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!! LET US JUMP AND CHEEER!

*yay.*

:D

but we've so much homework.

*too baad.*

D:

lol.

okie dokie. i'm relieved that the hols are here though. i'm going to chiong all my homework on a specific day. HEY! in fact, unlike the whole bunch of you slackers reading my blog *yes,you* i've actually started alrdy.

AHAH! WHO'S THE SLACKER NOW HUH?!

teehee. *fatality*

ooh i'm getting a tad erroneous aye? 'blame it on my a.d.d'

really, sometimes i suspect i have mild a.d.d.

i've been going absolutely balistic over free trial games.

THEY ARE ABSOLUTE FUN.

i especially love games where you can dress people up, because i just find such games so euphoric. ;D

chocolatier is fun too! travelling around the world... making chocolate. mm. chocolate...

i went to see YOYO today! :D haha she doesn't look much different.

brought her to kiliney kopitiam for kaya toast and french toast. :D

and uhm... oh! mindchamps ended on sunday.

well... it was a bitter sweet experience i guess. sweet because sundays are freeeee again and i can SHOP once more. i can finally unite with the malls and be the ultimate shopper i am!! *grows in size like hulk* me love shopshop!!! muahahahahhaaaa

bitter because i can never go to toapayoh hdb hub, i promise you, it's really a pretty cool place. i may never see those people again. and mindchamps was really quite fun.

i might have whined and pined about going to mindchamps, but when you're actually there, it's tons better than you'd think it is.

yeah so.

i hope i'll see...
my classmates and thaddeus my trainer again! :D

haha.

hmm is that it? for now, my readers!

'oldlove by maxa666, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-03-08T16:13:00.002+08:00

well uhm. i guess that moment alone really... cleared my mind and all. no doubt, i'm angry, bitter and disappointed with myself...

the only reason i got so upset with screwing myself over, i guess is because... i have the passion for it. maybe... god was trying to test me.

i'm not giving up. the words give up just don't seem to register in my mind.

something like this, it's not big enough to stop me from achieving my dreams.

even if i were hit by a car, paralysed waist down and bed ridden, i wouldn't give up. that's just life.

as micheal jordan says alot of times.

'I've missed more than 9000 shots in my career. I've lost almost 300 games. 26 times, I've been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I've failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed.'
Michael Jordan

i dare say, without failure, you can't be successful.

i'm still going to get up and move on. brooding over it was inevitable, but hey. i got up in the end, and that's what counts.

this is just a test for me. i'm not quitting... i'm gonna succeed. i know it.

people sometimes belittle perserverance, but now, i really see how big a thing it is, and how important it is.

everyone's going to be failing at one point in their lives, but what matters is whether they can get back up or not. without others help, because it's YOUR life.

you can't just lie there for the rest of your years can you?

i most certainly can't. i'd be mouldy otherwise.

yeah, it was a philosphical post today. i'm just glad i woke up from my misery.

'selfhelp by jasinski, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-03-07T18:24:00.005+08:00

man. i screwed up. again.

i'm just really disappointed, you know? i mean... all that wasted effort... all that hope... all that belief....

down the drain it went.

i just, really really let myself down...and sorry's not going to save anything.

this is just one really screwed up day, and i could just hide in a hole, right now. away from wary eyes, away from it all. the only problem is i don't know how ot run away from my own disappointment. could you teach me how to?

you might be laughing at me right now cos you hate me, or you might be worried about me because you care...i dunno.

and i know it's silly to cry over spilt milk and all, i also know that i only have myself to blame, but i just really need a moment alone right now.

'wind by lodanart,deviantart'

2008-03-06T22:08:00.002+08:00

hello! can't wait. tml's the last day of school! :D

but, i'm really quite worried about my l1r5 for this term... think i did mighty badly. at most, i'll have 2 a's. no more... :/ damn.

not to mention that tml's my grade 5's!! AH! i'm nervous, really. >< i don't want a repeat! DISTINCTION, HERE I COME!!! i promised myself that, and whenever i promise myself something... i mean it. yeah. you might think its a load of bull, but hey, that's you.

hm. i'm kinda in a coldplay mood recently. i've just been listening to a decent amount of coldplay. they REALLY are a good band. i don't get how i could dislike them before.

well, uhm. i guess that's about it. i still have some filing to do. darned.

'smile by loveerica, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-03-04T23:30:00.004+08:00

gosh. it's LATE! once again. i have to ask myself this.

WHAT THE HECK AM I DOING HERE?

i have better things to do, don't i?

why, i need to arrange my english files! O.O ENGLISH FILES?!

aw man.

speaking of which, tml is founder's day. what a drag.

and tml is also the bdiv guy's last match, according to sammabee.

hey! what'm i doing writing nothing but one-liners?

i must really be tired. gosh, golly.

hmmm. i'm reeeaaallyyyy anticipating the MARCH HOLS! yay! can't wait. :D i mean that, literally. i can't wait.

oh! mr. kevin made us make a sel blog. if you'd like to visit it, here's the link...

SEL

alot of people'd think this whole blog thingy stupid and everything.... BUT NOT ME! i enjoy blogging! i like putting my ideas across in a world where no one knows how to listen very well. this, at the moment is the most effective way possible!

hm. do i have anything else to say???

uhm. i'm thinking!REALLY! I AM!

oh. piano exam friday. i'm so gonna get a distinction! YES!

'loveis... by cancerio, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-03-03T21:42:00.004+08:00

goodness gracious me! i've been piled on with homework today!!! MAN.

then what'm i doing here? oh well. since i'm already here...

uhm. my mom's in the hospital right now...my dad's over there with her if i'm not wrong. her operation was smooth sailing, as darth vadar told me. that's good.

i have emath homework, lit homework, english homework... i'm sure there's more but i can't quite remember. woah.

and to think i've not started...
HEY!THERE'S A CHEM FORMULA TEST TML!!!! *faints*

i can't believe it's only term one.

thank goodness the hols are coming though. YAY! i really need to go shopping!!! wahaha.

february bid us goodbye already...

I SERIOUSLY WANT TO CUT MY HAIR! mine's currently a big gigantic mess of...black hair! oh gosh but my hair's too short to cuuuut. maybe i should cut if anyway.

or maybe i should just shave it all off, so managing it won't be a problem. the comb won't even be of use.

nah.

doodeedoo. i'm so bored. i wonder if i have anything else to say.

nope. not that i know of. well, lemme think.
.
.
.
NOTHING, EVERYONE!! sooo~ that means, it's off i go!

'girlinbaseballstand by 95101, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-02-29T23:54:00.005+08:00

hello everyone~ haha. i'm so tired! it's so late right now.

i guess i just felt like posting.

it's been a good few days, if you take out the small minute, unimportant, bad things that wouldn't stand a chance at ruining my few days. it has been a good few days. a bunch of inspirational, happy things have happened. amongst the mess that's life, you know, happiness just makes it all worth it.

woah. seems i'm getting a tad whymsical, aye?

why whine, though?

we won the match against st. theresa. awesome stuff. i thought i was going to cry tears of joy. i'm really very happy for the seniors, though. could it be that everything was arranged like that? i guess their last tournament match was a good one. 15-9. it was really... a very good match. i'm happy for us, really i am.

i've done well in hcl. b3. proud of that. a2 for chem. proud of that too. a1 for bio! good stuff. for the first term of upper sec life, i guess i'm doing ok.

i went to pp for piano today, sammabee went with me. haha. was fun. sat at kfc talking and talking and talking. lol. to think we sit together in class. sure have tons to talk about. bought stuff. after that sam left and i hung around pp waiting for 6pm to hurry up and arrive already. i sure need to save up for alot of stuff though. yikes.

this is a nice song. :D inspirational and touching and all. you get the idea.

coldplay to me, is a really great band.

'iwannaflyaway by angelreich, deviantart'

oh yeah. happy leap year, everyone.

toodles!

2008-02-27T21:19:00.002+08:00

aahhhh. chem quiz tmr. I HAVEN'T STARTED MEMORISING! good gravy.

i'll be off right after this post. have to hurry it up.

uhm. match tml. chij. have to WIN! this time, i know we will win! someone told me when i was sleeping. darth vadar did. so did yoda.

tml... 2.4km run!!! UGH.

i don't wanna run. nicole suggested to say i'm sick, but that's against my moral values! how could i lie to heshen? for goodness sakes. just 'cos he doesn't question us, doesn't mean we can take advantage of his trust... and i don't mean anything against nicole. its just my point of view.

honestly, i couldn't care less about getting a gold for napfa. a bronze will do! i mean seriously, what's the help of getting a gold? yeah maybe you get fit through practising, but for crying out loud! will it help you in your studies? no...at the most you're going to get an award. BIG DEAL! i'm going to be moving on to greater things in life, other than a gold for napfa. who cares? not me.

i mean, i can understand if you wanna do well in E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G. yeah, ok. but, why do you wanna train to get 1st in 2.4? what's the point? maybe bragging rights, but eventually... hey! it's passe! what, are you planning to be the next lance armstrong? how many people are banking on that? i mean... you know?

ok, i admit. i AM a lazy person. i guess, i just can't be bothered to run 2.4km for the sake of running it. and from the pov of a lazy person, yeah i guess this is what i think. i mean, to me... just a pass is good enough! especially when you can put all that energy into something MORE productive. let's say... studying? cca, maybe? aw i dunno. maybe its peer pressure. go ahead, you can go with the flow... i don't see any reason to.

yeah.... so ok. that's about it.

i wanna learn to cook cream pasta and bake portuguese egg tarts!

ok off to study!

'loulouandthebubbles by gratitatioon, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-02-25T21:07:00.002+08:00

hello, beloved (and who knows, detested?) readers of my blog! ;D

wooo~ school today was very mediocre, i guess.

nothing big happened.hm. i passed that chinese test, which i really didn't know how to do. quite satisfied with that. hoping i'll get at least a c5 for hcl this term. *crosses fingers* my languages this term really haven't been very good, aye? oh well. what's done is done.

hm. match with orchid park tml. dunno what to expect, really. last time i saw them was in sec one. first friendly match EVER. was a really close match then. i think we'd have won if not for the match being cancelled half way. haiz. wonder how strong their bdiv is though. :/

speaking of match, i better remember to pack my bag later on.

and i'm quite proud of myself.

i've started organizing my life. not that i haven't before, but then, it was always so messy and all. now, i'm going to stop (or at least stop as much as possible) procrastinating. it's one of worst things to do. always backfires.

alrdy started saving! brought wang wang to eat for 1st recess. helped me save a good deal of money. if only the school stopped making my wallet suffer.

but well, i'm saving up for lots. ^^ can't wait till i actually save up enough to buy all these stuff. :D

i don't know what homework there is today, other than chem of course. morning meeting tml. darned. need to wake up earlier. :X

OH! i rmb seeing this poster somewhere today. it said...
'YOUR ATTITUDE DETERMINES YOUR ALTITUDE.'
just thought i'd remind everyone about that. makes sense to me, at least.

oops. i think i'm starting to ramble.

i'd better stop myself before i start to bore you.

'headintheclouds by synthtwins, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-02-22T22:10:00.003+08:00

i went to get my jay chou stuffies today, and they're absolutely awesome. WAHAHAHA.

well. i'm bored and tired. like i am everyday. i'm going to be sleeping early today. :D yay!

hm. do i have much to say today? not really.

i can add a thought though. china town's not bad, i guess. depending on which part you're at.

and my dad bought a toy aeroplane today. it's pretty cool. i enjoy flying it. :D it's massive fun, really. just that the battery runs out really fast.

nothing much.today was a pretty dull day. other than my collecting jay's stuff. that was pretty exhilarating. ;D

'mustlovebubbles by phoeebs, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-02-20T21:52:00.005+08:00

ho hum. i wonder what i'm doing here. i really should be off studying!

there're 2 tests tml!!! i've pretty much covered history, but i didn't really memorise anything, so i'm really a tad worried about whether i'll be able to remember all the points tml. i wonder.

i'm going to be missing hcl test tml. both good and bad, because i get an extra day to memorise everything. :D or maybe more than a day, goodness knows.

ho hum. mrs lee's been getting a tad cranky of late, very intolerant of misbehaviours. mr. kevin addressed that matter, but oh well. who knows. i do know that mrs lee does a reasonably good job at teaching though. outside of class she's really very friendly! lol. i just wish she weren't so intolerant. absolutely no misbehaviour! all the scolding's wasting time!!! gah! time=money!

anyways, we're having the match against crescent girls tml. i'm kinda worried, because our school's never played against them i think. don't know where they stand. i believe that we stand a fair chance at winning though, so wish us luck!

dr. boon had a dialogue session with us today. i feel it got a little draggy but most of what she said made sense, i guess. not a load of bullshit as what a lot of people would call it, but it honestly made sense. to me, at the very least. it's just a matter of where your principles lie and what you believe in! yessum.

hm. summaries weren't counted in the english overall grade. that really sucks a fair bit, because alot of people ended up getting bad grades because of the lack of that summary mark. i think i was affected too, but i can't quite remember my summary mark. my overall grade was really quite disappointing, but oh well, what's done is done, aye?

hmm? have i missed out anything...?

OH! the bdiv boys had a match today. against bedok north. they had played against them before in the ezone, and lost, i'm afraid. i didn't watch the match, because i had to go for meeting. no idea what the final score was, but well. they lost again. i'm pretty sure they can win the next match though. i think there're 2 more. i'm not sure, really. i just know they've played against bedok north and what i think was broadrick. didn't watch that one, i think cos i had to do pac.

and i wanna try playing short-stop! :D never really played that position before, but hey! no harm holding 2!! (;

and good god, i hope we don't have to run 2.4 tml. i don't want to run, i really don't!!

'flyaway by melloncollie, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-02-19T20:47:00.002+08:00

hellowellos, my readers! i know you've all been anticipating my latest post, yes? well wait no longer, for I AM HERE!!! WAHAHAHAAAAAAAA....

anyway. uhm. school's just been EXTREMELY shitty lately. good god. it's only the 8th week of school and i'm ALREADY buried with shitloads of homework. man. not to mention tests. for that, i really thank mr. yeow for reminding teachers that there can be a max of 3 tests a week!! HEAR THAT? hurrumph!

hmm. match with assumption english today. sometimes i wonder why their called that. i wonder that whenever i realise we have (had) a match with them. i'd think...
'why assumption english? does this school assume english? why assume? how about confirmation english? yesyes... or maybe confirmation chinese. or malay, or tamil. and if they absolutely insist on assuming that language, whatever that's supposed to mean, why MUST it be english? how many english people are there in that school? i believe there should be more chinese, malays and indians, yes? strange name.'

lol...back to the match. i felt really bad, cos we lost by a very very small margin. 13-10. we being 10. what sucks more is that we were leading at first. now what REALLY sucks is that we need to win 3 matches to get into the top 8. and we're up against crescent girls this thursday. but, i have faith in us. i really do.

ok so, other than the match. i really fear i'll fail my grade 5 AGAIN. because i just can't seem to play on a non-yamaha piano well. kawai pianos (the piano i'll be playing on for exam) is SO hard to play. softfall system. IT'S A LOAD OF BULLSHIT, I TELL YOU. it just makes the keys so much harder to play. really quite difficult to get the touch right, even for a pro like me. i hate these strange piano brands. why can't they just post me at yamaha?! HUH! damn. i promised myself to get a distinction though. i can do it! yes i can!! *nicole's signature YES*

ahhh. chinese test on thursday! *sobs* i hate tests! esp chinese ones! third test this term. THIRD!!! ugh. so many tests. WHY?? ):

i was gimping around a few days ago. still have a long way to go... my speach bubbles are no longer hand drawn though. :D

haha. yes he loves me. :D

weee! i can't wait to grow up and fulfill my destiny to be a fantastical singer!!! wahahaaa. i've said it before and i'll say it again. IT WILL HAPPEN. so don't you doubt me. if it doesn't happen, i can't call myself tricia chiew! believe you me!!!! i'm really not being delirious.

ahh. i just love music so much. its partly the fame, and alot of jay.... but the main reason i wanna be a singer is cos i wanna share my music with the world! that's all musician's want... including jay, i'm absolutely sure.

i must improve on PIANO and GUITAR!!! then i can move on to the cello. ;D too bad our school doesn't have a strings orchestra or something. i think that's what its called. i think that strings make the amazing music, esp when put together in an orchestra.

'guitar by smokedval, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-02-16T17:16:00.002+08:00

hellowello!
watched kungfu dunk yesterday. it was honestly awesome!! (:

i think critics are sometimes so biased. esp singaporeans. well, mostly singaporean critics. they say jay chou can't act. HAH. look at our singaporean actors! they can't act for peanuts!! they're just saying the words. they're not BEING the character. they don't portray the character's feelings. it's all so... fake! jay's tons better than these actors, and they dare sing praises of our country's actors and step on jay! i won't stand for it!!!

valentines was nice. thanks to all the people who got me something, eh? (:

ooh! i celebrated with jay too!! he had to rush off almost immediately to go celebrate with his mom too, though. :/ teehee.

hohuuuum. my wallet's been bleeding alot lately. i've been buying lotsa stuff. and the school's sucking my money dry! argh.

and i've gone to 3 damn outlets of popular. but i still can't find my damn ci yu shou ce!!!ARGH. I'M SO PISSED AH.

siiaaaannn... i need to lose weight. blahblahblah.

'tuttequellebollicine by smok, deviantart'

toodles.

2008-02-13T18:21:00.002+08:00

good gravy.

school's just been extremely tiring lately... i mean seriously!

i've had a trillion tests this week, one everyday. damn. and! not to mention the HUGE amount of homework!! gosh. i've been struggling like heck!

i have 2 tests tml!!! AH. i can't stand it. chinese and amath. what a load of bull.

haha! 2 things made my day though!!!;D

girl no. 2 got scolded! infront of the sec4&3 cohort too!!! WAHAHAHHAAA. i wasn't there, but hearing it sounded awesome enough. ;D i know i'm mean. but, hey! she doesn't deserve my respect, because she doesn't know how to give it to others! she has zero moral values! stupid punk.

AND AND AND!!! monkeyduck got scolded today!!! by mrs lee!!! i like mrs lee. i think she's actually a nice teacher. she's a good teacher too. (: she puts alot of effort into teaching...

anyway. back to monkeyduck. she also got caught by cai lao shi today!!!! HAHA. huogai. still dare curse. who asked her to disobey the rules? hmm? i honestly don't think monkeyduck deserves ANY of my respect. she acts as if she's right all the time. like she's very chio. OH PLEASE. she looks like a damn monkey/duck! how nice can that look?? NOT AT ALL!! she doesn't know how to show ANYONE any bloody respect! why should i give her my respect? no reason! quite obviously!

haha. on to other matters. miss fadhzila is really quite nice, as i realised today!! ;D she doesn't like 'ghost'. loool! her ambition is to be a ghost buster. wahahaaha. how gay. lolol.

and mdm norliza gave me a muffin today! it was really quite nice. [: wahahaha. thankyou to her!!! and my group did well for the presentation thingy! yay!! good job samanthee!! XP

ohoh! valentine's is tml! [: happy valentine's everyone! wahaha. i'm gonna give a rose to grace! i hope i get a rose from them!!! hopefully i wont be 'leftover goods'.

hmm. i took this picture of the rose i'm giving grace. i dunno why, but the pic turned out mighty nice! no editing done! (except for the 'copyrighted by tricia' that is. ;) besides i'm too noobish to make it this nice. i must ask rui to teach me! (X

it shall be pic of the post today!! wahaha. that somehow sounds wrong... well, its been shrunk to a size that can't show it in its glory... but... i like this picture. XP

'rose by tricia!'

toodles!

2008-02-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

ahh. i'm so bummed. school starts tml. damn! ):

didn't go to jw's house today. woow. because he changed the timing to 6pm. who'd go?! not meee!!!

there's one thing to cheer about though....

I GOT MY IPOD NANO YESTERDAY!! wooo! ;D

i didn't get pic of the entire process of it still being in the case and all, because my dad was in such a rush to get it out. wanted to see the new formatting of ipods, i guess. he uses a touch, you see. he wouldn't know.

gosh. editting was such a bitch. uploading was worse!

anyways. i hope no one out there gets the idea of buying a pink nano!!! cos i'd like to stay unique on that sense. i'd feel so sad if everyone started using pink nano's like they're wearing black skinnies now... what a scary thought. *shudder*

AND i realised i have people visiting and enjoying my wondrously wonderful posts. i urge you people to TAG! it makes me a happy blogger.(:

'happymadness, by daskull, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-02-07T21:32:00.000+08:00

wee!

I LOVE CNY!

so far hongbao collecting's been pretty good. the food's been better!!! WAHAHAHAHHAAA.

ipod nano, here i come!! ;D

ANDANDAND

jay's movie came out today! YAY!!!

along with 2 other movies, but who cares about them? NOT ME! ok maybe i care just a wwwweeeeeeeee bit for cj7, but...

JAY'S NEW MOVIE IS OUT!!

i don't care what the critics say. they can go jump into the dustbin or something...

this movie is jay's endeavor into the comedic kungfu line!! ;D i'm still proud of him no matter what they say. i really am. how many people can film a movie about kungfu basketball?? not many! so honestly, the critics really don't have much of a right to say they suck, cos i doubt that they can act and or direct!

but wouldn't it be nice to be paid to watch movies?

oh whatever.

i can't wait to get my ipod nano! i hope the one i want has arrived in singapore though. and i hope no one else gets it, dangnabit.

but the microsoft zune is so tantalising toooooo...

NO! STAY WITH IPOD TRICIA~

lol. how gay. i think i shall go to mac at pp with my dad the moment i have time. maybe sunday? saturday? aw i dunno.

oh yes! and since its cny, i've decided to redress my blog. ;D

at most, i'll change it back after cny.

'dandelion by smokedval, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-02-06T16:46:00.000+08:00

finally. CHINESE NEW YEAR.

i've been waiting for this holiday for AGES. can't wait to get all those hongbaos, waiting to be collected.

*many loaded hongbaos running around in hongbao land...

me going "COME HEEEERRREEEE!!" and then i grab 1, 2...

until i'm lying in a bed of dancing hongbaos!! WAHAHAHAHHAAA!!!*

heh.

ok anyways. i think i'll be going off to jianwei's on sunday. with ruiling. hohuuuuuuum. i hope i'll get to play a game of loser tennis. lousy tennis. some kind of tennis.

doodeedooooo~ had cny celebrations today. girl no. 1 otherwise known as monkeyduck wore an absolutely horrific outfit.

BLACK SKINNY JEANS.

the horror. and on her elephant legs they couldn't have looked worse. she really does look horrid. yikes. i thought i'd vomit blood, so i had a plastic bag ready. but well, i guess i can control myself. AT LEAST she didn't wear a short mini skirt to show off her BARE elephant legs. OMG. i think i'd really vomit if i saw that. esp if i were eating. i'd completely lose my appetite! and it's cny!!!

i don't hate black skinny jeans actually. i just hate how common they are! i saw about 30 odd people wearing black skinnies today. it was better than i thought. i was worried i'd be drowning in a bunch of black legged people. that's scary.

ooh. after celebrations today, rui, sam, yilin and i went to tamp. rui finally got her darling heels.

AND I WANT A F-ING IPOD NANOOOOO!!

yes yes yes i do. 8gb. teehee. must start saving alrdy, siah! or MAYBE. i'll be able to use hongbao money! ;D

wahahaa. then i won't need to save.

and i realised that i want to buy MORE clothes. o.o yikes. i'm one scary shopaholic.

ohoh! i was watching russell peters on youtube yesterday. he's soo vulgar. but funny as HELL. i'm not kidding! these are all racist jokes though, so beware.

haha all for your viewing pleasure. happy cny!

'giralarouta by smokedval, deviantart'

toodles!

2008-02-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

aw man. i'm so sleepy... ):

mindchamps today was ok. i guess. there's this girl that i don't like cos i bet she thinks her image is 'cool and pretty' but really she's anything but. it just gets so irritating when people don't participate.

ho hum. my relatives from america came to singapore! too bad i didnt ask them to buy me some juicy couture stuff.

goodgolly. I WANT TO SHOP.

ugh. i want to shooooop!!! i can't stand it. my mom's going to shop with my auntie tml. i'm hoping to go with them after match. keeping my fingers crossed!!

UGH. so much unfinished homework. bull!!!! >:( it's like this rapidly growing hill!!! it just keeps growing!! sometimes it gets chopped off, then it sprouts outta no where, knocking me into space. then i have to swim back. swimming in space is a very hard thing!!! space rocks keep knocking me in the face. very very painful!!!

oh! i've tried the prosperity pizza. it's honestly quite nice!! ;D seriously.

MAN. I CAN'T WAIT FOR CNY. I REALLY REALLY REALLY CANNOT WAIT.

shit. tkgs match tml. i hope i don't have to pitch, esp since its against tkg. they are sporting, but oh so professional. o.o and not to mention. i'm soooo rusty!!!! i've yet to find my bottle of oil. :/ it disappeared!!

'greenleaf by siyah, deviantart'

toodles!